Life has been so hard on me lately, lost the friendship of someone i really cared about and loved. Today i had an asthma episode at work and i was rushed to the ER (luckily i work at a hospital) It was the most horrible experience, couldnt breathe, i could feel my heart beating so hard and fast. I felt like i wanted to puke, had the worst migraine and my chest hurt a lot. I was alone in the hospital until they let me go about 2 hours ago. No family and no friends.
Changed my hair color and had a haircut because i wanted to leave all the negativity behind.
I havent been feeling like posting, hope you guys understand.