Im so sick of people and their emo shit looks. I see it ALL the f'in time, it's dumb, give it up. Guys especially. YOU LOOK LIKE A FREAKING PERSON WHO MIGHT AS WELL BE WEARING A SUIT MADE OF WHITE WOOL WITH HOOFS AND HORNS. I am asking you nicely btw.
These are sad ridiculous times. No will read this, but oh well. Doesn't matter.
What the fuck?
Why?
Ugly
Nasty stinking world that we are forced to live in.
Nihilism for the masses
Negativity is all over the place
no good news only bad news and human interest crap.
Thank God I was born with a Brain.
What the fuck?
Why?
Ugly
Nasty stinking world that we are forced to live in.
Nihilism for the masses
Negativity is all over the place
no good news only bad news and human interest crap.
Thank God I was born with a Brain.
It seems like this site is just turning into a tamed down Barely Legal. I don't think I like either of those things very much.
Soooooo tired.
Work is stealing my soul.
Work is stealing my soul.
demolitionkitten:
great idea: give it to me to 'keep safe'. They'd never think to check here!
demolitionkitten:
I just remembered that I forgot your birthday 
what did you end up doing? was it good? how are things, mister mysterioso?
what did you end up doing? was it good? how are things, mister mysterioso?
Wow. A day off. Now what to do.....?
demolitionkitten:
why is your hair so big?
How big is ridulous? show, please.
and why did you have to leave it like that?
and um, what did you do on your day off??
I've been going to bed by 9pm, sometimes earlier.
It's so scary! BUT, I'm starting a pilates class this morning. Gonna try to add that in on Tues and Thurs mornings.
What are you doing for your birthday? any fun plans?
I hate birthdays. My own, I mean.. not yours! I love yours.
have a good day!
How big is ridulous? show, please.
and why did you have to leave it like that?
and um, what did you do on your day off??
I've been going to bed by 9pm, sometimes earlier.
It's so scary! BUT, I'm starting a pilates class this morning. Gonna try to add that in on Tues and Thurs mornings.
What are you doing for your birthday? any fun plans?
I hate birthdays. My own, I mean.. not yours! I love yours.
have a good day!
work, work, work, work, work........
At least I have a friend on this jawn, ( phillyism), yo! Nice to know.
At least I have a friend on this jawn, ( phillyism), yo! Nice to know.
demolitionkitten:
I tend to use exercise too. and lately I had been trying to add more than what I was doing already to see if it would help... but I'd get done and feel like dying, and not in the good way. That's when I know that something is really wrong.. when exercise doesn't even give me energy? mmmm coffee. I can't believe you're only 29? and don't really live in anarctica? I feel duped!
Gotta get ready for my massage lab. more later, skater.
Gotta get ready for my massage lab. more later, skater.
work, work, work, work, work........
I miss Fun
demolitionkitten:
You're probably right. The rain is what worries me.
The thing is- I have a three year old so I have to choose a place that his dad would want to live as well. (we're not together, but are friendly and he spends a lot of time with the monkey). He used to live there and really likes it there, and I need to live in or very near a large city.
There seems to be a lot of almost-places I want to live. I agree, SF was pretty alright. I'd love to live some place where I don't need a car, but it's too expensive.
I've never been diagnosed with SAD but I'm pretty sure that's what is going on. A few years ago I got really sick with the epstein-barr virus (like mono). So sick I had to drop all of my classes because I couldn't concentrate and was too tired to do anything. well, every winter since then I go through the same thing, just not nearly as bad. I seem to have the SAD symptoms, aside from depression. I'm not depressed, just really lethargic... you know, which sort of ends up depressing me because it's not how I normally am and nothing seems to help, even exercise. I had to switch back to more regular coffee just to make it through the day.
so how is Philly treating you as far as all that SAD junk?
and how was your trip, aside from no fishing? where did you go?
The thing is- I have a three year old so I have to choose a place that his dad would want to live as well. (we're not together, but are friendly and he spends a lot of time with the monkey). He used to live there and really likes it there, and I need to live in or very near a large city.
There seems to be a lot of almost-places I want to live. I agree, SF was pretty alright. I'd love to live some place where I don't need a car, but it's too expensive.
I've never been diagnosed with SAD but I'm pretty sure that's what is going on. A few years ago I got really sick with the epstein-barr virus (like mono). So sick I had to drop all of my classes because I couldn't concentrate and was too tired to do anything. well, every winter since then I go through the same thing, just not nearly as bad. I seem to have the SAD symptoms, aside from depression. I'm not depressed, just really lethargic... you know, which sort of ends up depressing me because it's not how I normally am and nothing seems to help, even exercise. I had to switch back to more regular coffee just to make it through the day.
so how is Philly treating you as far as all that SAD junk?
and how was your trip, aside from no fishing? where did you go?
Vegan? I could never do it. I am obssesed with cheese. Delicious, stinky, crumbly, gooey, moldy, enzyme curdled cheese. MMmmhhhhmmm I am gonna go eat some English Cheddar right ..............now. Care to join me?
God damn it. I am not happy with where I live right now. God damn all of you mofo's living in SF. When will your town become not so trendy so regular schmoes like myself have a chance in hell of affording a place to live there? WHEN!?
once again I find myself saying..............poop.
Actually ......
I did no fishing.
Went Turkey hunting though.
But......
.......never saw any and most likely wouldnt have shot one if we had.
Just fun to walk around in the deep woods with guns and shoot at old cans and made up targets.
Ahhhh.....guns and booze.
That was fun once or twice.
I did no fishing.
Went Turkey hunting though.
But......
.......never saw any and most likely wouldnt have shot one if we had.
Just fun to walk around in the deep woods with guns and shoot at old cans and made up targets.
Ahhhh.....guns and booze.
That was fun once or twice.