Finally doing creative stuff again 
Writing a play with Kylie (who has the misfortunate of having her photo in my pics folder) and working on a workshopping idea with Owyn. Its nice to get to do stuff again after a year of been away from it. Also thinking about going to SG live show.... Hmmm don't know for sure. I'm a fan of burleqsue as a genre (having just seen one of the best one's performed in this little far away country) and I'm wondering whether the show will be a burlesque show. 
Oh yeah went to a house club for the first time in years. Nice to know that the goth scene is not the only one that ends up in small, dingy, poorly lit places.
Writing a play with Kylie (who has the misfortunate of having her photo in my pics folder) and working on a workshopping idea with Owyn. Its nice to get to do stuff again after a year of been away from it. Also thinking about going to SG live show.... Hmmm don't know for sure. I'm a fan of burleqsue as a genre (having just seen one of the best one's performed in this little far away country) and I'm wondering whether the show will be a burlesque show.
Oh yeah went to a house club for the first time in years. Nice to know that the goth scene is not the only one that ends up in small, dingy, poorly lit places.
I really feel like a hypocrite, sometimes, when it comes to my issues with lovers looking at porn. The way I have phrased it, in a few discussions, is that when it comes to any kind of threat to a relationship, women prefer the threats to be obvious. I could deal with some slut walking up and trying to seduce my boyfriend. Then, I could at least beat the shit out of an active presence. Porn is passive. It lurks just beyond the boundaries of my perspective, tempting my lover to stray, if only in his mind. And I don't know how to confront that. I can't police my lovers' thoughts, and I don't want to. That's what makes me feel like a hypocrite.
I've dated two people who were very into porn, and it eventually became a problem for me. This time, I have a better understanding of my emotional reactions, at least. It has been a topic of discussion on many occasions in my current relationship.
I don't feel that he's addicted. I don't feel neglected or objectified. So... why does it still bother me?