chichicat

So yeah, I ended up deciding on a modified version of my last entry. I'm dropping 3 classes and staying in my Adolescent Psych class because I love it and I'm getting an A in it. And I can handle one class right now, just not 4. I'm so tired and out of sorts, I just need a break. And I think I'm entitled to one. I'm not going to graduate on time, and that's okay. I'm going to sleep at home 5 nights a week and up here 2 nights a week and I'm going to modify my work schedule to comply and what not. I'll still be a student, but I'll be home with my family. I'll still work, but I can relax too. And I can still see my friends at school. It's a win-win situation basically. Then this summer I'm taking summer classes and living with one of my roommates now. So that will be awesome. I just need a fresh start. And then in August I'm going to the caribbean and that's gonna be all sorts of great. I can't say that part of me doesn't feel like a slacker for cutting my courseload so much. But Jesus Christ, I just lost my mother and my boyfriend of almost a year and a half. I need to heal from both. I need to do what's best for me. If anyone has a problem with it, they can lick my left tit

Much thanks to all of you awesome SG people for bein here for me. I was gonna cancel my account for money reasons, and other reasons...and then I was like "fuck that, these people rock." So I'm stayin Tomorrow night I go home to my grandma and my fat-ass cat. And I'm smiling from ear to ear just thinking about it. I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy! I'm still afraid I'll be alone forever but I guess that fear will work itself out in time. I'm gonna kick this world's ass.

Mmmmmmeh!

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