Don't do it please I beg of you
I just need one
One small moment
He's shouting
I'm trying to ignore him but the longer he's left the angrier he becomes
Just speak to him
Something minuscule
He's addicted
Without his fix he's self inflicted
He doesn't understand people aren't all the same
People don't understand him.
It's hard to cope on my own sometimes
I see signs
He sees the worst in everything and he's convincing
Ignorance expires but never desires
We fight
Mostly clashing opinions
Him telling me what he thinks I need to hear
I don't.
I know he lies to me
But he has truths
A past record of experience
Leaves me delirious
Questions kill me
Why?
You've left him on his own too long and he has no one to take it out on but yours truly
And he's stubborn
He doesn't care about hurting me
Don't allow it please
Because I can't escape him
I can't escape my mind.
