My friend Lisa finally called me, about a week after she originally promised to call me. whatever, i dont care anymore. i am just going to have to understand that she is like that, no one is more important than her. she called me to tell me her mom was coming into town, i love her mom. Sue is a gypsy, she travels with the Renaissance Festival all over the US. she has since we were little girls, she is such a cool hippie. so Lisa wants me to bring my boyfriend up to see Sue either before or after christmas. i will try, i do miss Sue so much, did not get to see the festival this year and i dont remember why.
i am known for overreacting and overworrying myself when nothing is wrong. but i think my boyfriend is mad at me or something. i saw him this last sunday morning before he went to work, he was supposed to call me when he got home from work (we do not live together yet). he did not call, so i figured he got home from work too late, but he would call me monday nite, he always calls me monday nite. no fucking call. so i figured, tuesday is his day off, he will certainly be able to call me then. no fuckin call so far today. i tried calling his house twice today and answer. i know it is his little sis's bday, but he would not go to any stupid party she is throwing, he hates her. we (neither of us) have gone to her bday stuff since her 8th bday party, this is her 11th. after that she wanted parties with her little friends only. she is so lucky her bday is just before christmas, double fun within 7 days of each other. that and she is a spoiled fuckin brat. her dads fault. (parents divorced twice)
i know he has court tomorrow, but he already knows what is coming. he found out at the pre-sentencing appt with the prosecuting attorney. since it was technically his first offense, he only has fines and probation. he will more than likely have to drop and go to NA. since he did not have much pot on him when they arrested him (silly boy driving in a car in our "police central" with it in his pocket and not his shoe) he will not have severe punishment. it is not like he is so nervous about it that he is off trying to clear his head and get himself prepared for it all. he has been to court before, plus he knows he is not going to jail or anything. the decent thing to do would be to fuckin call me and stop me from worrying about him. i hate worrying. i have BPD and it does not make life fun for me. i also have a splash of OCD, so that makes it all better. (sigh)
i am known for overreacting and overworrying myself when nothing is wrong. but i think my boyfriend is mad at me or something. i saw him this last sunday morning before he went to work, he was supposed to call me when he got home from work (we do not live together yet). he did not call, so i figured he got home from work too late, but he would call me monday nite, he always calls me monday nite. no fucking call. so i figured, tuesday is his day off, he will certainly be able to call me then. no fuckin call so far today. i tried calling his house twice today and answer. i know it is his little sis's bday, but he would not go to any stupid party she is throwing, he hates her. we (neither of us) have gone to her bday stuff since her 8th bday party, this is her 11th. after that she wanted parties with her little friends only. she is so lucky her bday is just before christmas, double fun within 7 days of each other. that and she is a spoiled fuckin brat. her dads fault. (parents divorced twice)
i know he has court tomorrow, but he already knows what is coming. he found out at the pre-sentencing appt with the prosecuting attorney. since it was technically his first offense, he only has fines and probation. he will more than likely have to drop and go to NA. since he did not have much pot on him when they arrested him (silly boy driving in a car in our "police central" with it in his pocket and not his shoe) he will not have severe punishment. it is not like he is so nervous about it that he is off trying to clear his head and get himself prepared for it all. he has been to court before, plus he knows he is not going to jail or anything. the decent thing to do would be to fuckin call me and stop me from worrying about him. i hate worrying. i have BPD and it does not make life fun for me. i also have a splash of OCD, so that makes it all better. (sigh)
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