I was very happy to go meet you for drinks and the game but it is very hard to see you like this. I only wish I could help you more then I am but right now you will not let anyone in and I can see that you really should, if only to have someone to vent to. I miss you in my life but more then that I wish I could be there for you. Hang on and don’t let it all crush you :(
Think of you often and still miss you baby, I hope you can start to heal soon. Be strong but let someone in to help you do not have to be alone.