On Monday 9 hrs into my shift everything changed, I had a mini-stroke and spent the next 5 hrs in the emergency unit, tons of test booked or done since then and my arms are now pin cushions. I feel like shit but still worked the rest of my week (all be it a about 8 hrs less then normal so I could go get...
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Why do I let you rip my heart out (crushed again and I saw it coming but it still hurts)

chef_me:
OK new day & time to hit re-set , now moving on

Found some really old weed today in a box from my last apartment (so over three years old) took it with me on a walk and smoked my first joint in three plus yrs . Yes it was bad old and nasty but still had a little kick and for the first time in a long time my hands and knees stopped hurting so much (yes...
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Been some time since my last update so : had a week with my kids (just ended and I am now back at my place, my ex and I trade houses when it is my week with the kids so they do not have the stress of living in two places), it was nice since my eldest has recently moved back home, so I got to...
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