cheapsophistry

I hope you find an answer. The worst part is not knowing what is causing the pain. For me it was where the hell did I get blood clots in my lungs and die. A year later after all the blood tests, ct scans, X-rays, breathing in poison to see if the clots were gone etc. I was found to have a genetic blood disorder. I think the worst part was not knowing and wondering what else? What will happen to me? The fact I had blood clots ironically exposed the fact I had a severe case of endometriosis. There went another 2 years of doctor visits, prodding and checking, and finally a second successful surgery. Having to deal with the genetic blood disorder and realizing I had to change my diet, no contact sports when I'm warfarin (forever taking my rat poison) I realized I was lucky to be alive. I always told myself whatever is thrown at me I would be strong enough to deal with it. It made me a stronger person. A lot of medical crap over the past 3 years but today, today I feel good. Having a positive outlook is the most important thing you can have when it comes to your health. Things can be worse, and if they are worse it is your time to either let it bring you down or to become an inspiration to others. Know that you will get an answer one day. It may be complete or missing parts but you'll be able to deal with it.   Smile and don't let it get the better of you.  I promise you I had  to take the strongest pills, injections and go through things a "normal" 25-year-old doesn't usually have to. If I had a chance to go back.... I'd go through it again because it made me who I am today. A better person who strives to make the world a bit better and a hell of a lot funnier for those around me. PS I found keeping dark sense of humour somehow got me through things as well.  It was better than no humour that's for sure. Let us know how you are doing. I'm here to support!