chaostasis

Mom accused me of whoring around today. I'm really upset about it. Seriously. it's like I get so upset when I hear I'm a whore from other people and I know it's not true about me but what am i supposed to do when it's from my own mother. I just think it's cruel of her. Dammit. Why would you call yr daughter that? Seriously. Madeline says that I "do this" because I'm desperately looking for the unconditional love my mother should have given me. She could be right. But I'm not sure. I just don't want to talk to people today.