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I am so tired and confused, I don't know what to think or feel anymore.
I am both physically ill and no matter what I do it doesn't seem to be getting any better.
I take one pill to get rid of one thing but that pill causes another problem/sickness.
I begin to wonder exactly what God's will is for me!
I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I did not sign up for this. I chose sobriety--serenity, happiness, well being, health etc.
I don't know what this is but it's certainly not that!
Shit!-Fuck!-Motherfucker!
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1stxer:
Did you choose those things in that order? If so,,, Happy Landing
... just remember though ,,, good things come to those who wait .... you will surely learn patience too ...
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hera:
Hang in there because usually peace and serenity come after pain. There really isn't wisdom without it....