I am on a reality television show called Double Take. If you want to know more about that or me you will have to just watch the show. I think that it is cable so good luck with that. By the way, it is really silly.
Home And Garden Network
April 21st 9 pm
22nd 1 am, or 4 pm
24th 11:30 pm
25th 3:30 am The times are non dependent upon time zone.
DRAMA
By the way I have a serious thought that I wanted to share with those of you who might want to know a guys perspective. It involves my rather negative analysis of why some guys act like jerks. It isnt pleasant, you all may already know this shit, but I thought I would offer it up to those who have a curiosity for the unpleasant.
I have this friend who got in a fight with his girlfriend last night. He broke a ukulele that she gave to him and stormed out of her apartment carrying most of the thing he owned. They were fighting because of a dumb misunderstanding regarding whether or not one or the other ditched the other one that night at the bar. Part of the problem was that one of them didnt have their cell phone so the confusion escalated after they were separated. Side note, I personally think that cell phones never help anyones relationship, rather they do much harm. I dont trust telephone conversations because we communicate with so much more than just words. Do you feel me? Any way, I was sleeping in the next room and could help but notice how ridiculous they were both being. He, for being a jerk, and her for not standing up for herself and telling him to shut up if he couldnt make a connection between the nights events and the conclusions he was drawing. To be specific he was telling her that she didnt love him. Talk about insecure. She was crying and telling him that she did. I personally thing that it is evil to use emotions as a weapon to hurt the ones you love or that love you.
CONCLUSION
Part of being a guy, for some guys is maintaining the false comfort of not caring about anything but yourself. I know it sounds shitty, but it is a defense mechanism that some guys use in order to avoid situations that make them feel vulnerable. When these such guys fall in love it is great until they get their tender little feelings hurt. Clearly it is not always a case of having their feelings hurt, often they just get scared. Instead of being able to say fuck it to say a boss or a stranger on the street, they are unable to dismiss the fact that their feelings have been hurt by someone that they really care about. This is to say that they really do care. Their response is to pretend that they dont care about that person in order to reassume their untouchable comfort that came as a guy who only cares about himself. The fucked up part is that they are so caught up in their self at this point that when the say, you dont love me, what they really want to be saying is, I am afraid that I love you more than you love me and so I dont care about your love. I really wish that this wasnt true, but I have had many friends reveal their insecurities in this manner. I lose respect for people so quickly, I wish I wasnt so judgmental, but I am.
The guy isnt a great friend of mine, I cant really enjoy myself around people who call their girlfriends retards or bitches. I think that Ill do what she didnt do and dump his ass, besides he kept me up and you know how I am about getting my beauty rest.
Home And Garden Network
April 21st 9 pm
22nd 1 am, or 4 pm
24th 11:30 pm
25th 3:30 am The times are non dependent upon time zone.
DRAMA
By the way I have a serious thought that I wanted to share with those of you who might want to know a guys perspective. It involves my rather negative analysis of why some guys act like jerks. It isnt pleasant, you all may already know this shit, but I thought I would offer it up to those who have a curiosity for the unpleasant.
I have this friend who got in a fight with his girlfriend last night. He broke a ukulele that she gave to him and stormed out of her apartment carrying most of the thing he owned. They were fighting because of a dumb misunderstanding regarding whether or not one or the other ditched the other one that night at the bar. Part of the problem was that one of them didnt have their cell phone so the confusion escalated after they were separated. Side note, I personally think that cell phones never help anyones relationship, rather they do much harm. I dont trust telephone conversations because we communicate with so much more than just words. Do you feel me? Any way, I was sleeping in the next room and could help but notice how ridiculous they were both being. He, for being a jerk, and her for not standing up for herself and telling him to shut up if he couldnt make a connection between the nights events and the conclusions he was drawing. To be specific he was telling her that she didnt love him. Talk about insecure. She was crying and telling him that she did. I personally thing that it is evil to use emotions as a weapon to hurt the ones you love or that love you.
CONCLUSION
Part of being a guy, for some guys is maintaining the false comfort of not caring about anything but yourself. I know it sounds shitty, but it is a defense mechanism that some guys use in order to avoid situations that make them feel vulnerable. When these such guys fall in love it is great until they get their tender little feelings hurt. Clearly it is not always a case of having their feelings hurt, often they just get scared. Instead of being able to say fuck it to say a boss or a stranger on the street, they are unable to dismiss the fact that their feelings have been hurt by someone that they really care about. This is to say that they really do care. Their response is to pretend that they dont care about that person in order to reassume their untouchable comfort that came as a guy who only cares about himself. The fucked up part is that they are so caught up in their self at this point that when the say, you dont love me, what they really want to be saying is, I am afraid that I love you more than you love me and so I dont care about your love. I really wish that this wasnt true, but I have had many friends reveal their insecurities in this manner. I lose respect for people so quickly, I wish I wasnt so judgmental, but I am.
The guy isnt a great friend of mine, I cant really enjoy myself around people who call their girlfriends retards or bitches. I think that Ill do what she didnt do and dump his ass, besides he kept me up and you know how I am about getting my beauty rest.
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2) I've seen girls do that too, to be fair. I think I even used to try to do that--care only about myself in order to be safest. It's probably lucky that I've gotten fairly bad at staying uninvested--because life's better when you actually care about it.
and i am definitely taping the show youre on! thats awesome. congrats.