I get that all the time, although for me its the handful of medications I am on. I am on stratterra for ADHD and it pretty much makes me numb. I only show caring for people who mean the most. And even then it doesn't last long. When my ex mother in law died, it was very clinical to me, death is very clinical to me period. Anyway, I know what you are going through..
i'm pretty darn sure there are things I could do to you that you'd feel.