I hope we can give it a go again. I've thought this from day one but I've been too afraid to say anything or to admit it to myself. I am terrified of getting hurt again but I feel like love is worth the risk, I mean it is tattooed on my ribcage so I have to live by it. Let's do this, lets try to make it work again and when I say try, we actually have to TRY. Both of us, not just me. Because we could be so amazing together, even if it doesn't last a lifetime. I am not looking for forever, I want right here right now.
So when you get back from stupid Canada tell me you want the same. I know you do, I can see it in the way you look at me when you think I'm not paying attention. I can feel it in the way you brush the hair out of my face when I am laying in bed with you all tangled together. I know you've fucked me over before, I haven't forgotten. But I've forgiven and I'm going to be much more careful. It isn't blind faith in you this time. I like you, and I wish that you were a member so you could read this. I don't think I'll ever get up the guts to tell you all of this in person.
Here's to putting myself out there for heartbreak again, please make it worth it.
xoxo
So when you get back from stupid Canada tell me you want the same. I know you do, I can see it in the way you look at me when you think I'm not paying attention. I can feel it in the way you brush the hair out of my face when I am laying in bed with you all tangled together. I know you've fucked me over before, I haven't forgotten. But I've forgiven and I'm going to be much more careful. It isn't blind faith in you this time. I like you, and I wish that you were a member so you could read this. I don't think I'll ever get up the guts to tell you all of this in person.
Here's to putting myself out there for heartbreak again, please make it worth it.
xoxo
heart_less:
Why the Canada dis!?
ccupcake:
Because it's too far!