After having danced circles in my room with the sunlight streaming against my windows, I have decided that I'm not doing this 500 word assignment for Dr. Butler's Lit and Film class because I have nothing to say--and to that end, I won't be attending his class today, either. I will go to Schroeder's class and watch Flesh for Frankenstein and be disgusted and laugh...
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I got drunk for the first time tonight. I'm coming off of it now-- it's taken about an hour or so longer to leave me than I would have thought. I behaved strangely. I kissed my best friend. I watched American Beauty with her and her boyfriend and Nolan and for some reason I kept crying though I've never cried that much at any movie...
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manchester_black:
Man, getting drunk can be an enlightening experience. Seriously, I reccomend it highly, that is once you know your limits and can work within those.
wastedyears:
First time???? Come on now! Well, just don't make a habit of it, first kissing friends, then crying uncontrollably, just think where this type of behavior may lead you!!!!! 
Don't worry I have prepared a path before you and have been down it many a time myself, I'm here for support if you need me
This was a totally bullshit comment by the way
Don't worry I have prepared a path before you and have been down it many a time myself, I'm here for support if you need me
This was a totally bullshit comment by the way
Winterfest Ball tonight. I'm going to try and make sure my sexiness level is diametrically opposed to the level of concentrated shittiness this week has been. I don't know why, but my hormones are telling me that this is the correct course of action.
And when are those EVER wrong?
And when are those EVER wrong?
Well.
Sometimes things don't always work out the way you want them to. That, if nothing else, is certain.
Sometimes things don't always work out the way you want them to. That, if nothing else, is certain.
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kriss:
what is up babe??
you sound sad....
hey got a story for you if you want to final edit it.
Let me know.
could always use a good English major!
kisses
KRISS
you sound sad....
hey got a story for you if you want to final edit it.
Let me know.
could always use a good English major!
kisses
KRISS
i_poop_too_much:
Too true...
Wow, I remember this one. I think they call it "happy."
NEAT.
NEAT.
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judypatricia:
I like happy.
machinshin:
Happy is good. Glad you've finally found it.
Snow/ice in the forecast for later today. Winter Storm Warning, etc.
If I wake up and the world is mute and the cold and the gray are pressed up against my windows until they spill in onto the floor, I'll never get out of bed. Ever. None of you will ever see me again.
So you'd better hope it doesn't snow.
Or hope it does,...
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If I wake up and the world is mute and the cold and the gray are pressed up against my windows until they spill in onto the floor, I'll never get out of bed. Ever. None of you will ever see me again.
So you'd better hope it doesn't snow.
Or hope it does,...
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mortuusnox:
i'm totally opposite. i despise Ra and he's outside mocking me right now. Stupid California
nolan_void:
Don't worry. Once little Spring grows up into Summer, he'll kick the shit out of Old Man Winter and we won't have to worry about him coming over for another four months or so.
New art! As Adam would say: OooOOOooo.
'Cause I was sitting around thinking about doing a webcomic or something. Then I realized I'm WAY too lazy for that, but that it would still be neat to draw myself and my buddies as cartoons. So I did, ladies and gentlemen. Because I don't just wonder-- I take ACTION.
When I'm not busy not taking action, that...
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'Cause I was sitting around thinking about doing a webcomic or something. Then I realized I'm WAY too lazy for that, but that it would still be neat to draw myself and my buddies as cartoons. So I did, ladies and gentlemen. Because I don't just wonder-- I take ACTION.
When I'm not busy not taking action, that...
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mortuusnox:
you are pretty good at drawing. kewl stuff
So I think I'm okay. I'm dealing with some body image issues and the usual nagging questions of self-doubt, but I've determined that, for the most part, I'm on the exit-end of this yearlong funk I've been immersed in. Good classes. Solid friends. Awesome profs. Still Not King, but how many of those are running around the planet, anyway?
I think the most salient issue...
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mortuusnox:
my, tae left you a tripple post. (yeah, i actualy read comments before i comment myself, unless its on a photoset or the comments go on for pages)
i do believe i'm at the opposite of where you are. i think maynard put it extremely well with, "oversimulation numbs me". i know he was talking about drugs, but sex is the same in my eyes -a pleasure of the flesh. i have yet to engage in coitus with the girl i'm currently seeing. teasing has become my newest addiction. its probably not fair to her, but she wants to take it slow anyways. its not as if she's asked me to make love to her and i turned her down, yet. that does happen though.
as far as love is concerned, i've given up hope. i have loved before and obviously lost. its that one paticular loss that i'm pining over and fear i shall never meet another like her. i've had three partners since her and none of them have made the grade. not on a physical level, not on an intelectual level and certanly not on a spiritual level. it is enough to make one give up.
i do believe i can solve the cuddling problem for you on a physical level. go get yourself a flannel body pillow. they are excellent to sleep with as they tend to warm up to your own body tempurature quikly and, unlike a real body, they will toss and turn with you and never bitch or be asleep or whatever complications an actual human might present. i sincerely hope you find what you are looking for and thank you for posting something substantial and real.
blessings
-Amadeo
i do believe i'm at the opposite of where you are. i think maynard put it extremely well with, "oversimulation numbs me". i know he was talking about drugs, but sex is the same in my eyes -a pleasure of the flesh. i have yet to engage in coitus with the girl i'm currently seeing. teasing has become my newest addiction. its probably not fair to her, but she wants to take it slow anyways. its not as if she's asked me to make love to her and i turned her down, yet. that does happen though.
as far as love is concerned, i've given up hope. i have loved before and obviously lost. its that one paticular loss that i'm pining over and fear i shall never meet another like her. i've had three partners since her and none of them have made the grade. not on a physical level, not on an intelectual level and certanly not on a spiritual level. it is enough to make one give up.
i do believe i can solve the cuddling problem for you on a physical level. go get yourself a flannel body pillow. they are excellent to sleep with as they tend to warm up to your own body tempurature quikly and, unlike a real body, they will toss and turn with you and never bitch or be asleep or whatever complications an actual human might present. i sincerely hope you find what you are looking for and thank you for posting something substantial and real.
blessings
-Amadeo
judypatricia:
Oh, boy. What you said about being the friend who's perpetually single hit me; that was me too, until recently. I hadn't been in a real relationship for about three or four years, prior to Mike, and because of that, I was the single-friend everyone had. I admit, though, that I develop and fall out of crushes quickly, so that played a part in my friends not taking a lot of what I said regarding love and like too seriously. One of my closest friends, whom I refer to as my brother, once said something along the lines of my not having any self-control (regarding casual sex). That hurt.
When I started "seeing" (I say that in quotes because it was before we'd met in person) Mike, I did something I never really do, ever: I kept it to myself. Once I started to really feel for him I began telling my friends and family about him, and about how serious I was/am. For the initial couple of months I was hard-core defensive over any criticism I'd receive about my relationship because, I think, everyone was just used to me being that single friend. I worded myself the way I was taking everything, and put it out in a very brief LiveJournal entry.
Whoa. Next time I'll refrain from telling you my life story.
Sorry dear!
When I started "seeing" (I say that in quotes because it was before we'd met in person) Mike, I did something I never really do, ever: I kept it to myself. Once I started to really feel for him I began telling my friends and family about him, and about how serious I was/am. For the initial couple of months I was hard-core defensive over any criticism I'd receive about my relationship because, I think, everyone was just used to me being that single friend. I worded myself the way I was taking everything, and put it out in a very brief LiveJournal entry.
Whoa. Next time I'll refrain from telling you my life story.
Sorry dear!
HOWLING wind outside.
Inclement weather always gets me in the mood. Oh, the weather outside is frightful // but the fire is so delightful // and since we've no place to go // screw me like you just found out your dick only has 24 hours to live...
That's really how the song used to go. But the Man kept it down.
True story.
Damn...
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Inclement weather always gets me in the mood. Oh, the weather outside is frightful // but the fire is so delightful // and since we've no place to go // screw me like you just found out your dick only has 24 hours to live...
That's really how the song used to go. But the Man kept it down.
True story.
Damn...
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nolan_void:
I want to see a super politicized version of the Transformers with the Demobots fighting the Republicons.
mortuusnox:
Save the empire!
Last night, I had this incredible fucking dream about checking my bank account online only to discover I had over NINE MILLION DOLLARS. Turns out my dad had found a FUCKLOAD of loose change in our house and had cheerfully deposited the requisite ciz-ash in our ("our" being my siblings and my) accounts.
Then I woke up and saw that it was really only $35...
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escottie:
$35 each or $35 total?
i guess either way, you're gonna hae to rethink those grad school plans.
i guess either way, you're gonna hae to rethink those grad school plans.
escottie:
i was born in the wrong fucking generation. 
Barefoot girl with cheek of tan!
With thy turned-up pantaloons,
And thy merry whistled tunes;
With thy red lips, redder still
Kissed by strawberrys on the hill;
With the sunshine on thy face,
Through thy torn brim's jaunty grace;
From my heart I give thee joy--
I was once a barefoot boy!