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I'm not sure if I want to do this anymore. Being a Hopeful can be a sort of frustrating and then coupled with the bitches and assholes infesting this site, I feel like I'm wasting my time even logging in anymore. I thought being a part of the SG community would be fun and entertaining, but the further I venture into the site the more I feel like it's a test of nerves above anything else; like, how-much-bullshit-can-you-take-before-you've-had-enough. Don't get me wrong; I'm not trying to bash the site. There are a lot of reasons why I really like SG. I've gotten to "meet" (I put it in parenthesise because I haven't literally met very many people from the site; for all I know anyone could be some gross old man with a computer and too much time on his hands ) a lot of really awesome people and, although I'm not official, SG has opened me up to a lot of new experiences and opportunities I never would have gotten had I not been a part of this site. I'm really thankful for the things I've gained because of SG. At the same time, though, I've also turned down some beneficial possiblities because they would have interfered with my chances of going pink. I'm not trying to lay blame with that statement; the decisions were ultimately mine to make. I'm just not sure if it's really worth it when the majority of the people I encounter here are mean or catty or trying to bring others down. It's truly exhausting. I'm not looking for anyone to feel bad for me. I know we all put up with our own amount of shit from other members. That's just how it is here. I'm just saying I'm not sure if the pro's of SG out weigh the con's for me...