carnelian

I think its time for me to get rid of a lot of my old albums on the site. I have so many I think they distract from my set which is quite dusty as well. Maybe I'll do this tomorrow. I don't know yet about my color albums. . .I may consolidate them into one. There are just wayy too many pictures on my...
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I walk along this path

everyday

I am in a way

He spoke to me

words seem so calculated precise

water seems so calculated precise

I saw my reflection in a mask of stone

Eagerly I drank the words

Just as the water

so neutral so perfect running between the extremes of hot and cold

I'll taste it

The right words

The right way. .
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I walk along this path

everyday

I am in a way

He spoke to me

words seem so calculated precise

water seems so calculated precise

I saw my reflection in a mask of stone

Eagerly I drank the words

Just as the water

so neutral so perfect running between the extremes of hot and cold

I'll taste it

The right words

The right way. ....
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I know its not a Saturday but I have been bothered lately with the passing of time and feeling like nothing is happening. It's Saturday its Monday it's Wednesday Thursday Friday!! Its winter it's summer, autumn, spring. I know its all out of order but that's because that's how I feel. I'd like to either live or skip through time in my dreamscapes.

I remember a time when I wasn't afraid. . .

to leave interesting comments on sets. Just now I wanted to post "immaculate bowels" but decided to say "lovely" instead.

to walk around the neighborhood totally nude.

to touch a stranger on the street.

to take good pictures.

to speak my mind. . .in a most honest way that it came out as poetry. .
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I am feeling so very optimistic today! Yesterday I worked with a friend and amazing photographer on a new set. I hope it turns out well! He has a lot of work to finish before he can work on the pictures from yesterday. Will let you know when it is ready!

I also hung out with one of best friends. Sure there were a few...
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I am in and out of hope and doubt, under the sun and moon. . .the craggy old women I turn to for refuge and strength,

cover themselves so I cannot find them and unveil their daughters days later. . .I am glad I continue to hold on though I don't know what is really in my hands.

Sunday a child is born bringing new
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If you're on it you should find me and we can look at each other's pictures!! I am Redrainwater

I can't decide which I like most, the lovely morning with my boyfriend before work, or the chocolate peanut butter cups that are ORGANIC and have 0 chemicals!! oh my god they were awesome. I also really like the raw coconut truffles. . .YUM!!

I just gave a man a shave. He does not have a valentine and so I teased and gave him a...
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the stone women covered their shoulders in white chiffon shawls and hid their faces in the clouds but we bare breasted and proud of those craggy old peaks. . .I saw a giant white phantom goose flying above them and below the blue. Ice trees and wires were adorned with dozens of small birds. The red tailed hawk flew up from some low place, I
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