i encounter too many stupid people. next week im gonna have to update somethings.
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i'm hardly ever here. i dont know why. i think its because i hardly have time for anything. i have to catch up on things. i hate that. well, not here. i have stuff to catch up on for my classes. i best be off. good night.
dalevp:
carnal diem... SEIZE THE BALLS!!! HEHEHEHEHE 
carnaldiem:
Photos of Me.
once again....its been a while...hasn't it?
i'm in my economics class right now. im totally bored. as usual.
we're supposed to be reading something about fast food lines. im tired of fast food. i wish i could quit it. but that won't be happening anytime soon.
i had an epiphany last night. i know what i want to do with my life. im gonna finish...
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i'm in my economics class right now. im totally bored. as usual.
we're supposed to be reading something about fast food lines. im tired of fast food. i wish i could quit it. but that won't be happening anytime soon.
i had an epiphany last night. i know what i want to do with my life. im gonna finish...
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i haven't been here in a while.
i fell asleep angry. well, almost. i meditated, and released it all. gave it to a higher being. i felt a lil' better. i mean, yeah, i still wanna punch that pussy bitch in the mouth for what he said, but no. violence only begets violence. there's no need for it.
moving on...
this friday, depending on my...
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i fell asleep angry. well, almost. i meditated, and released it all. gave it to a higher being. i felt a lil' better. i mean, yeah, i still wanna punch that pussy bitch in the mouth for what he said, but no. violence only begets violence. there's no need for it.
moving on...
this friday, depending on my...
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i love it when a person throws paint on themselves, takes a few nudie pics, and calls themselves a model. i love it when a person draws something that looks so common and contrite, something even a middle schooler can do, and they call themselves a fucking artist. i love it when people are hacks, but they think of themselves as the most incredible shit...
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kathleen:
so basically you hate people? i mean take into account that atleast 95% of living breathing individuals embody this personality trait. thats ok. i hate people too. my current outlook is that everyone and their mother is a total fucking piece of shit (including myself) but you've got to let them have their fun, disgusting as it may be.
i can't stop whistling a stupid song. but i dont know the lyrics...or the fucking title. all i know is the tune. and that it comes from some stupid Disney movie.
that's the dumb part of this blog.
moving on...
so, im sitting here in my class, contemplating somethings. i plan on going away for a little while. after i graduate from school. it'll only...
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that's the dumb part of this blog.
moving on...
so, im sitting here in my class, contemplating somethings. i plan on going away for a little while. after i graduate from school. it'll only...
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kathleen:
i wish i could get the fuck out of here too, but money is low and i'm not quite ready to live out of my car or in the gutter just yet. hope your trip helps you out.
i know i've updated already, but i thought about things. and i realized, sometimes, i get...frightened? i read what others write, and i feel completely incompitent and stupid. but i know i'm not. im not completely ignorant. but i feel so ignorant sometimes. i hate that feeling. it scares me. it makes me feel like im incompitent. i feel as if i should open up...
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johnnytailback:
I'm more of a Hope for something middling and prepare like all get out for the worst type of guy, but I understand what you're saying.
As for naiveness being the reason children are so innocent and easy to please isn't sothimg I subscribe to. I think it's the size of the container rather than how clean and crisp it is. You accept things easier with little reason because ... your small, young and all that. You don't need that many reasons to beleive anything nad in some cases you don't even have to see it.
When you get older its harder, especially if the reasons you used as a back board, and jumping point on how you react, think and beleive have been proven incorrect. Children need someone they trust to tell tham what they need to know. as you get older you need them to tell you ... but you need three basic ideas, a few facts, cited sources and a ironclad interview with someone whom may be an expoert in said field to finally say I believe this with that unshaking affirmation.
have hope doesn't make you ignorant even if you feel that way. It means you have hope. I think that's pretty amazing to try like hell to escape reality and still have hope for it when you com back.
As for naiveness being the reason children are so innocent and easy to please isn't sothimg I subscribe to. I think it's the size of the container rather than how clean and crisp it is. You accept things easier with little reason because ... your small, young and all that. You don't need that many reasons to beleive anything nad in some cases you don't even have to see it.
When you get older its harder, especially if the reasons you used as a back board, and jumping point on how you react, think and beleive have been proven incorrect. Children need someone they trust to tell tham what they need to know. as you get older you need them to tell you ... but you need three basic ideas, a few facts, cited sources and a ironclad interview with someone whom may be an expoert in said field to finally say I believe this with that unshaking affirmation.
have hope doesn't make you ignorant even if you feel that way. It means you have hope. I think that's pretty amazing to try like hell to escape reality and still have hope for it when you com back.
i love being found. it surprises me. and i enjoy pleasant surprises. especially from people whom i hold near and dear to my heart. silly me. but its true. i adore this.
moving on...
its been a bit of a rough week. ive been wanting to escape all my troubles. but i always have to return to them. i hate that.
moving on...
i need...
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moving on...
its been a bit of a rough week. ive been wanting to escape all my troubles. but i always have to return to them. i hate that.
moving on...
i need...
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i have this nasty habit of appearing and disappearing, kinda like i do here. fucked up shit i swear it.
moving on...
i dont know why, but when i closed my bank account today, i had this nauseating feeling of emptyness. i tried to explain it to him, but he didn't get it. what made the explaining harder was that i dont know why i...
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moving on...
i dont know why, but when i closed my bank account today, i had this nauseating feeling of emptyness. i tried to explain it to him, but he didn't get it. what made the explaining harder was that i dont know why i...
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no one reads this one, maybe i can be more free in this one to say certain things rather than in other places. but then again, other places i can make things far more private. that's what i should start doing. yeah, that sounds like a good idea. 
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laceyglove:
i read it
carnaldiem:
wow, so i do have an audience, eh? maybe i should do a better job as an entertainer...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! *HUGS*