carla

So I had myself an unbirthday party Friday night as I didn't have a party for my birthday last July and it seemed like a good excuse to have a crapload of people over. Twas good times, despite the fact that the house was an embarassing mess. Ah well.

Lately I've been feeling really apathetic about school. I don't want to put in the requisite effort, especially when I'm pretty sure that at the end of the day, I won't be able to get a job I'd like much better. I guess I have to finish out this semester no matter what, but I lately I've really been questioning whether university is the right path for me. It requires ambition and drive, both of which I am severely lacking.

I can't wait until I can start my new prescription. I'm really hoping it'll fuck me up less than the Marvelon is doing.

And now, instead of going and doing homework, I'm going to go read a book and hope I stop feeling like shit for no good reason. woot.