I think I might be having a nervous breakdown, or becoming depressed... something. I lost my job, and I feel like I'm ruining our lives. I hate uncertainty. I have medical bills, credit card payments, not to mention a powerful need to eat sometime this month. I've got no cash flow, and I feel like it's destroying our relationship since he has to provide everything at the moment. My car's brake system went out as well, so I also have no money to fix that either. I feel so helpless. I don't know... I keep hoping that one of these times I check my etsy I'll have a new order, but it's just not happening. At least then I'd have some money to live... I hate this feeling. I haven't cried this much in a long, long time...
ducki:
breathe in and breathe out...i just went through a very similar sitch, it sucks i know. look round for other jobs even if its one ya dont want something will come up...till then if he loves you im sure he is fine helping you until you find something as long as your trying....
captspaz:
Thank you <333