it is make or break time. do i go on and try to make things better or do i make a break? the consequences lasting the rest of my life no matter what choice i make
the reason i like this site are the sets. i like naked women in all their glory. that is it really. you just can't beat naked women and if you meet a man who say differently he is either gay or he wants to shag you and is pretending. i love you all in all your glory-nakedness rules and always will
I am in a happy but tired mood. Please do not get too serious if you look at my set over & over... you will come to judge it and that would be no fun! Thank you for the kindness in your comment.
i have decided that it will not be my last journal entry (see last journal entry and ponder on the use of the word "last" if you are stuck for something to do)
the weekend starts tomorrow and is a beautiful island in a sea of work that stretches endlessly ahead
the only thing worse than work is no work
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i think i'd be the worst prison officer ever. i'd be all like "oh you're shooting up heroin, well i guess that's ok, just promise you'll go out and get sime fresh air later"
i have decided that this will be my last journal entry as i am going to start studying for an MA in Social Policy and wot with working full time on the otherside of london and being a dad I am streamlining all kinds of shit
had to update because I can't read comments from no 28 onwards. I hope it isn't some virus or other.
Hopes for the future
1. more rewarding job
2. living at my peak and not giving in to being a lazy git-this is my natural self. so when disney films give the message "just be who you wanna be" I think - er right
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Judo is derived from Jitsu so yes there are many similarities, groundwork, grappling, throwing but Jitsu actually has punches, kicks... Obviously you'd be better off trying out both and then seeing what you like best but having done many various forms of martial arts, Jitsu is definitly my favorite. It's just so useful and diverse.
A guy from our club came from wushu whatever it's called and was so excited because we do some proper throwing and he felt frustrated in his style that you just don't "finish" things off or put them into practice. I think the other great thing about the Jitsu foundation is that our instructors don't get paid, the money you give for a session goes to the foundation to pay for different stuff. Hence the motivation of our instructor that's not money induced.
Another great thing is that the whole student/teacher barrier is broken because people have recognised that this would work in Asia but not here. So we buy our instructors drinks and it makes them happy One of my instructors has become one of my best friends and it doesn't hinder his teaching, quite the opposite.
Anyway I could ramble on for days about Jitsu so you're better off just going to check out a club. Hope this helps and tell me who's the sensei at the club you join if you ever do!
a mad man phones my house telling me that he found my number on "his girls phone" and if I phone again he will kill me! - I havn't phoned "his girl". I said it wasn't true - he got more abusive (how can you get more... Read More
hmm.. and how love was coming back into my life? hmmm..
Kisses