calvintied

Wow, divorce is like leprocy. Only its a special kind of leprocy that single, available women get repulsed by. I don't even want to admit to it anymore, but how do you describe what you have been upto over the last few years without referring to it. I'm trying to say things like, "I was in a very bad relationship" or "I've been learning more...
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I had to give a pretty girl a flower today. No one dresses up anymore for no reason. It should be rewarded.

looking for a new wind to catch my sails and change my heading.

Feeling sad again. I guess that is what happens putting your faith in someone else. When their wind changes your life changes. Funky sounding, but I still posess what she will never get. The last of the insults end tonight (see new album). A diamond in the ruft is lost in a sinking well, and that is fine. Closure is a bitch, especially if you...
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So I've done my research for my Jacob's ladder piercing. Can anyone give me any advice from experience, please??? Or any suggestions on where to get my jewelry. Thanks.

Thinking about dating again. Will someone please talk me out of it.

I'm starting to get it, I think. Gotta find yourself after you lose yourself. There is no lost and found.

I'm pretty sad today. Each day I feel like I am falling further and further into a swirling vortex of nothingness. Its like fighting your way out of quicksand. Perhaps it is better to escape that person in the vortex, and see what happens. What if they aren't there when I come back? Sounds like the start of a multiple personality complex. I feel like...
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The kitchen is coming along cheftastically. I'm gonna get so fat. I'm dying to use my new culinary equipment. Anyone hungry?

Vacation sucks so far. I'm getting a lot done, but it will never be enough. Sometimes it seems more worth while to light fire to your place and collect the insurance. Shopping spree!!! Its tough to let go of the past without a future there to lean on. Still pretty lonely. Gotta get out on saturday. I think I can make it.