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Remembering a great man,

My Grandfather passed away at 4 pm on the 21st of this month. He lived a long life that was very difficult, but showed great love to those that were close to him. He was an orphan, who served military duty, married a wonderful woman, and raised 3 girls and 1 boy, who gave birth to six grandchildren, that loved him...
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Lots of compliments this week. One might get a big head. One Betti praised the sexplay, but won't let that go to the head. One thing I can take pride in is my chef-ness. Sometimes there is always something you are good at. I guess all great composers had their trait, but I didn't expect that there. It ain't much, but I've been trying to...
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Peacefully rinsing the recesses of the mind tonight, and trying to trigger the reset button.

Surrounded by all the blanket girls of the world, I walk to the beat of the current drummer. Life-a-licious fo sho, or is it show? Got an itch that just won't scratch itself, and I can't reach it. Pleasantly tap-tap-taping the drum, but the beat don't roll. All previous statements and offers not applicable in this state, your state, and especially my state of mind....
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I'm feeling a great lack of the sense of humanity tonight. I guess there is nothing better to do. This day was confusing and seemed oddly that I was not connected to it in some way. I guess I sort of got into puppet mode. Can't make that a habbit. Probably that migraine that wouldn't go away.

Gotta say it again. Label me if you...
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what a nut job of a day. DTs still panically sweating every moment. Someone asked me if I was hispanic. I consider that a compliment. Take work seriously, and take play seriously. The dark skin and black hair may have something to do with that.

Closure is sweet like the honey off the nipples. Never fear closure, but only fear not finding it. God is...
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Passive happen-stance aside, the mundane is becoming disturbingly exotic.

I must take notes.

One may wonder what forces push the everyday person into their daily momentum. Near misses of fate and casual head-on disasters, seem to occur on a daily basis. It is becoming more evident that there are two types of people in this world, those that live out of others and those that...
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I molested myself last night.

I told myself no, but I knew I wanted it.

My aunt Nola is passed away this today. We aren't blood, but she has always been like family. She is a Native American woman, who makes the greatest burritoes, and makes quilts that baffle the mind. She has some quilts hanging in the Colorado Museum of Natural History. She was retired and sewed a gorgeous quilt for my joke of a marriage. Its beautiful and...
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Got april fooled yesterday. I got out of work, and my car was gone, Nice work, sis. Note to self "be crueler to little sister". Shit I've done enough to her already, I guess pay back is a bitch.

I hope everyone had a happy april fool's day.