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So the question of the day is how much are we willing to be used to be loved back? When you lay it all on the line for respect and sincere love back, how is it that some just take what you give, and honestly think it was what they deserved. Guess I'm getting quicker on the draw.

Hearts weren't meant to be worn on...
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Anniversary to me today. One year from the bitch. Damn the legal system sucks, she deserved worse. Maybe Karhma will catch up.

just had a set of wonderful days I had to remind myself to breathe during. In and out. Family is the greatest. If you don't have any get some. Family is easy to spot. They are the ones that are there when you fall not the ones that use. It's give and go. Advice from a fool. "The true nature of a person can be...
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All Clear.

Madness is setting in. At least that is the best description. Psychiatrics may apply at will. As I step away from that person that walks through my day, who will I become? Will I run into me or become that person again someday. Communication with bacteria seems to be important. Wisedom is lacking in a world of users. Animalisticism, alpha-male, naw, just tired of playing...
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Nothing to lose. Total freedom!!! When the road is clear the drive is fly by time of the night. Rain against the windshield is like a shower on the soul. Sluffing off the insignifcant is practical, and everything is fucking practical. Unpractical is unacceptable to the standerby. Why does change start so insignifigantly? Do all follow the least common denominator? I know there is more....
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The next purchase I make may make me feel one again with the cosmic brine shrimp in the sky. Satisfaction guaranteed? I think not. How much advertisement can make you believe that if you own the next big thing, you will reach true enlightenment. Everything I want has a price, but sometimes the price is too much. How much do you let go of your...
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Feeling lost in a sea of vipers. I was reminded that those who hate you truly wish they were you this last week. Look at those that no one hates and it rings true. Shedding little green demons and cooking eggs (not green) Do I say potato or potato? I may be losing my mind or drinking to much wine, but fuck it. I do...
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Shitty day, but it ended nice. Happy birthday to me I guess.

Baptism by fire. Gotta remember that a sword does not become stronger sitting in it's sheath, but under hot coals and pounded with a hammer. There is an end result in mind. "What doesn't kill us makes us stronger."? Fuck that, what doesn't kill me annoys the hell out of me. Ran into a rep the other day I haven't seen in a while. His...
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