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red_bess:
YOur MAD MAD MAD I tells ya!
*runs away at the idea of canoes
*runs away at the idea of canoes
red_bess:
See that I could do...in a paddling pool 
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sithlordxion:
Looks tranquil.
red_bess:
Im jelous of you! Look at what you have! I dont have a marsh land near me, and I love them.
Castles come with the package of quintessential England. (even though its really a shit hole here) My town has a Norman Castle, its really pretty, but has been done out with wax models for tourists. The tourist industry ruins everything I tells ya!
You'll do well with your life, the most important thing is to sit down and think, is this what I want? And if not, what can I activly do to change it...then set out to do it. It certainly dont happen over night, but when you suddenly look back over even two years, and see the difference like I did yesterday, It feels fuckin good!
Good luck!
Castles come with the package of quintessential England. (even though its really a shit hole here) My town has a Norman Castle, its really pretty, but has been done out with wax models for tourists. The tourist industry ruins everything I tells ya!
You'll do well with your life, the most important thing is to sit down and think, is this what I want? And if not, what can I activly do to change it...then set out to do it. It certainly dont happen over night, but when you suddenly look back over even two years, and see the difference like I did yesterday, It feels fuckin good!
Good luck!
I'm not tired of life , I'm tired of my life !
I need to change the things I hate and start living in a way that makes me feel good again !
It's just hard to change
I need to change the things I hate and start living in a way that makes me feel good again !
It's just hard to change
xalicex:
easier said than done tho eh? i make promises like that to myself all the time but i never manage to do it. i wish you the best of luck!
shesinparties:
i know i need to change the way i live, but i am terrified of change.
I'm so frustrated this week !
so I went for a long walk in the marsh and saw flocks of turkeys, geese, sand hill cranes and deer. I watched the rain hitting the river for a long time and i realised I dont want to do this anymore,
I hate my crappy job !
I hate my crappy apartment !
I hate my crappy van...
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so I went for a long walk in the marsh and saw flocks of turkeys, geese, sand hill cranes and deer. I watched the rain hitting the river for a long time and i realised I dont want to do this anymore,
I hate my crappy job !
I hate my crappy apartment !
I hate my crappy van...
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shesinparties:
ok, i am officially worried about you. my mom has been in town, so i have not been online, but i will check in on you again soon 
nlmd311:
Hey,
I feel you. I really do. I've become so jaded by my whole situation that I have actually let the built up frustration just eat itself. Hopefully it just isn't repressed.
The scene you described, geese, deer, the rain and the river, was really beautiful. I know everyone becomes fed up with their own environments sometime and it is no consolation, but, man, what I would do to see that. I'm here in this place, 5 in the afternoon, about 85 degrees and feels like it is close to 100. It's been nothing but sun. No clouds. Nothing. It seriously just sucks the life right out of you if you venture outside. Some people love Florida and can't wait to get here. I sit and dream of getting out. The worst was having been out a few times and having to come back. AWFUL. Back to the boring, flat landscape and even more flat/dull, monotonous landscaping. Still, I understand that your scene may be just as bad to you if it were an everyday thing. Any chance of taking a drive for the day/afternoon/few hours? Mini roadtrip. Might help to get some things off your mind and get some new scenery in there at the same time.
Anyway, it's no long term solution, but if this doesn't make you at least smile...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U91X6O5oVCE
I think we can all learn a lot from Tom. He never gives up! Resiliency.
-Darrill
I feel you. I really do. I've become so jaded by my whole situation that I have actually let the built up frustration just eat itself. Hopefully it just isn't repressed.
The scene you described, geese, deer, the rain and the river, was really beautiful. I know everyone becomes fed up with their own environments sometime and it is no consolation, but, man, what I would do to see that. I'm here in this place, 5 in the afternoon, about 85 degrees and feels like it is close to 100. It's been nothing but sun. No clouds. Nothing. It seriously just sucks the life right out of you if you venture outside. Some people love Florida and can't wait to get here. I sit and dream of getting out. The worst was having been out a few times and having to come back. AWFUL. Back to the boring, flat landscape and even more flat/dull, monotonous landscaping. Still, I understand that your scene may be just as bad to you if it were an everyday thing. Any chance of taking a drive for the day/afternoon/few hours? Mini roadtrip. Might help to get some things off your mind and get some new scenery in there at the same time.
Anyway, it's no long term solution, but if this doesn't make you at least smile...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U91X6O5oVCE
I think we can all learn a lot from Tom. He never gives up! Resiliency.
-Darrill
Blog attempt #2
since I read your blog's it's only fair that I create one myself, but I sure cant create literature like doodlebug and I never have great dreams like gekko and I'm definitley not artistic like serialkiller who posted a great sketch she drew in her blog.
So what do I do ? what do I say, without boring you fine people who...
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since I read your blog's it's only fair that I create one myself, but I sure cant create literature like doodlebug and I never have great dreams like gekko and I'm definitley not artistic like serialkiller who posted a great sketch she drew in her blog.
So what do I do ? what do I say, without boring you fine people who...
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shesinparties:
when i had my old car i would talk to her and pet her dashboard, begging her to start every day
xalicex:
i will thanks!
I promise to try to create a blog some day, if a can think of something interesting to say.
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There now that I have a template it will be easy to...
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red_bess:
I decided that mowing the 62" garden, cutting all around the edge, raking and gathering it, then watering all the plants was a good idea.
Im not so sure it was now :knackered but not nervous and twitchy no more:
Cheers
Im not so sure it was now :knackered but not nervous and twitchy no more:
Cheers
shesinparties:
thanks for your comment in my blog, you are sweet
lol and this mistake was great!!