Today is kinda a blah day. I am back at work again... stuck with closing...again....my apartment is trashed. especially the living room. and apparently...according to eric...i trashed it on my own...the other nite....drunk looking for my keys so i could drunk drive downtown and get even more drunk 
...i am soooo irresponsible.
Tomorrow i have the day off.. the afternoon will be filled with dealing with some drama. Anyone live in a city full of drama and bullshit like i do? Anyone live in a drama free city i can move to??? yeaaaah right!
I just want to move back to Los Angeles.
I hate Tennessee
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can i get even more pissy by the minute?????? yes i can! why? i am going to rant. are you ready for this one????????????????
so. the past two nites at work i have pretty much worked open to close. 11-12 hours...bc people calling into work....bc i suck and dont abuse my work...bc i am always at work...i get stuck.....so yes. i have been here tonight since 5pm.....not too bad right??? i only work till 10. but i am hear by myself AGAIN. and i am ignoring customers typing this...i dont give a shit. i dont want another man to ask me if i thought he would loook good in this nasty man bikini thing....or another guy asking me what lube is good to jack off with?!?!?!?! do i fucking know????????? you know what! i could have smoked 30 mins ago but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo there was this dumb perv in here that looked at movies for an hour!!!!!!!!!!! he was my only customer for 30 mins!!!! how hard is it to get a movie and leave...he honestly was picking up movies....and trying to hide his BONER. how fucking grosssssssssssss.
dont get me wrong. i looooove working at a porn shop BUT not tonight. not in the mood. i want to smoke.....i want to think.
and then my amazing boyfriend keeps calling me bc he is around people that is causing the drama....right now..bc his band is playing a show with the Hoods as i type this......so all these people are asking him what is up..when they know what is going on...they are just trying to get more info..."juice" on me....so they can make themselves happy and talk shit.....and he is about ready to punch someone......so it is making me a nervous wreck...
all in all this rant is a nicotine fit...since i obviously cant scream and scare the fuck out of the customers in this store.... (THOUGH I JUST WANT THEM TO FUCKING LEAVE)
all i need is a lot of cigarettes....some booze and some luvin' from my man
...i am soooo irresponsible. Tomorrow i have the day off.. the afternoon will be filled with dealing with some drama. Anyone live in a city full of drama and bullshit like i do? Anyone live in a drama free city i can move to??? yeaaaah right!
I just want to move back to Los Angeles.
I hate Tennessee
*edit*edit*
can i get even more pissy by the minute?????? yes i can! why? i am going to rant. are you ready for this one????????????????
so. the past two nites at work i have pretty much worked open to close. 11-12 hours...bc people calling into work....bc i suck and dont abuse my work...bc i am always at work...i get stuck.....so yes. i have been here tonight since 5pm.....not too bad right??? i only work till 10. but i am hear by myself AGAIN. and i am ignoring customers typing this...i dont give a shit. i dont want another man to ask me if i thought he would loook good in this nasty man bikini thing....or another guy asking me what lube is good to jack off with?!?!?!?! do i fucking know????????? you know what! i could have smoked 30 mins ago but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo there was this dumb perv in here that looked at movies for an hour!!!!!!!!!!! he was my only customer for 30 mins!!!! how hard is it to get a movie and leave...he honestly was picking up movies....and trying to hide his BONER. how fucking grosssssssssssss.
dont get me wrong. i looooove working at a porn shop BUT not tonight. not in the mood. i want to smoke.....i want to think.
and then my amazing boyfriend keeps calling me bc he is around people that is causing the drama....right now..bc his band is playing a show with the Hoods as i type this......so all these people are asking him what is up..when they know what is going on...they are just trying to get more info..."juice" on me....so they can make themselves happy and talk shit.....and he is about ready to punch someone......so it is making me a nervous wreck...
all in all this rant is a nicotine fit...since i obviously cant scream and scare the fuck out of the customers in this store.... (THOUGH I JUST WANT THEM TO FUCKING LEAVE)
all i need is a lot of cigarettes....some booze and some luvin' from my man
dancer29:
Come back to L.A.!!!
autumnsunsets85:
I hate TN too. If it wasn't for my parents living here I'd be long gone. So many close minded and ignorant people.