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dear meg,

so how is life going for you? are you still being a great teacher concerning yourself more with students' work than your own impressive talent? i got to say that i am eager for a future that allows me to pick up your book and be flooded by that strong prose and lightening imagery.

i do not write so much right now. a...
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on a shit week. saving up money for the future, praying for the future, dependent upon the future completely against my wishes and being which is to live in the now. but right now everything's about tommorrow and as me mum always said, tommorrow never comes. speaking of which my meds don't allow me to come. makes for interesting multiple orgasms but never the complete...
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mad_fer_it:
here i am again with nothing valuable to add so i will resort to frivilous wit as per usual....

current med condition + boring job = obvious solution

male porn star !!!!!!!!!!!! i'd go with either ....

" g.i. schlong " or " humper fi "


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palo:
I am half-Italian, but I picked up cooking more from my Polish side.
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let's tear down the perception of good and evil for a bit. and touch into the darkness. the way the passion flies. the flesh. in candlelight on the other side of the room and she begs for more and screams so wretchedly for a small moment you wonder if you've caused pain. but in the end she's just given birth to another orgasm and its...
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architectonic:
all right, I'll join in... from a distance, since you're far away!

Not much has been happening lately, just dealing with the same old shit. Depression hit, so fighting that. What about you? Good few days?
syrrys:
now all you need to do is expand it and give it some context.... but it is a good fragment!
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modest mouse. how can you listen to them and not fall in love with the world and us humans. if an alien translated their work into some form of comprehension and felt that music and listened to say TEETH LIKE GOD'S SHOESHINE and 3RD PLANET to name just two i am convince that sad happy beauty would explode their hearts to a great empathy.

so...
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yeah. i don't buy into the valentine's day thing. but if you're actually celebrating the cupid or amour's day, that is to say lust....then i'm all for it. why is the heart shape not the shape of a heart anyway????

the departed is a phenomenal movie and di capprio is not only hot but the best actor alive at the moment on the male side....
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ketchupu:
i have yet to see the departed but i'm glad you've added to the positive feedback. he moved me with basketball diaries WHICH in my opinion is so convincing you'd believe he actually has been on some serious hard drugs. smile
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as i listen to the cure and become overwhelmed by thoughts and ideas not so pretty and so austere it is dreadful to not sit awhile in the maginificant beauty of them.....

i can't restrain myself, can't keep the past locked up and now that i have i forgot who i was and what i'm suppossed to be doing in tis world. the winter night...
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mad_fer_it:
Were I certain it were a hundred percent fiction I would indeed enjoy it a great deal. As a silly civilian, I imagined your return to the undisciplined life would be a walking on air kind of existence. Clearly snow instead of sand and sneakers instead of boots does not clear the demons from your mind. As for being broke, many a man walked the country in the 60's living for the moment and discovering themselves. And shit. As for the medications both legal and lethal, I am not familiar, but might I suggest substantial amounts Rolling Rock Beer and white chocolate when the voices cry out. Please don't take this as frivilous advice, it's just I skipped far too many classes in college to provide any pearls of wisdom. And the little that I do posess, have long since lost their luster. In regards to the music, The Cure merely reflect the melancholy while The Smiths grab ahold and embrace the condition, so make that change immediately. With all this being said, a logical first step might be to vacate a state engulfed in total winter darkness and take a drive down the California coast. It might not silent the voices but it will make them say " wow, I think that was Danny Bonaduce on roller blades ". wink

Hope things look brighter soon young buck. If not, I might have to return. eeek shocked ARRR!!!
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so an experiment failed just should have kept the rant pure. but i guess it didn't sound as bad as i had thought so...ah well.

so i saw pan's labrynth the other day and was memorized by it's beauty. a great retelling of a myth and a connection to war.

started watching far from heaven last night. talk about creepiness. the whole acting and set...
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safehaven:
I loved that movie! it was really beautiful.
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hey what's up all??? i got to say this is one of the creepiest letters i have gotten in a long time. this person sent me this letter a few days ago. i thought i'd share it with you. i like to receive messages no matter how strange. it just goes to show you it takes all kinds. well peace and enjoy sort of....,
chris...
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architectonic:
Sounds like someone trying too hard to be surreal. wink
ketchupu:
frightening only begins to describe it
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to tell the truth i don't know what's up with me. i'm taking shots in the dark at naming it. but man has it been a rollarcoaster, well maybe more like a cross country drive and sometimes you drive through the mountains. but i feel like i'm platueaing...if that's even a word. ha. maybe it was watching that bergman triology you know through a glass...
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cahrizz:
in case it's too long here's a summary BLAH BLAH BLAH whatever
roethke:
We can be friends again.
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hi i'm crazy.

nice to meet you.

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my beautiful beautiful beautiful computer has been hooked back up and out of storage. it's so nice to be able to choose from over 900 records. hahaha. and play'em LOUD. which i haven't done besides in a car for so long.

man this rocks.

ah i'm cycling through my mood smings right now so this manic high feels...
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mad_fer_it:
don't be too worried about this good mood shit... it has been my experience it doesn't last too long and then the real fun starts when you crash letting your natural bitterness are sarcasm seep up from the depths below... tongue and then you cast out burns, slams and character assasinations much the way robin hood offered up loaves of bread and schillings to the waiting masses in the forest.... biggrin

and for the playem loud selection of the day might i suggest
" through these eyes " by the geniuses known as " social distortion " ooo aaa
liv:
biggrin biggrin biggrin