cabaretic

I just saw life as colored bad. Can't seem to get a job. My previous mental storms prevented me from working very long at any one place, and I can't put these places down as work experiences because I only lasted a few months...and then was summarily let go because I was too sick to show up to work.

I can't seem to get anything going. I sit in my house all day long without much purpose. I'm just discouraged, deeply.