I feel suicidal, but I'm trying to change it. Life seems hopeless and pointless beyond belief.
Why can't I hold it together long enough to get a job, or better yet, get into the Peace Corps and make a difference in the lives of someone besides my own.
I have an enormous amount of self-loathing and low self-esteem induced narcissism...I want to feel superior to everyone, but I can't seem to pull it off.
And I'm tired of people shutting themselves off from me in abject fear and terror.
I don't know what I'm going to do anymore.
Why can't I hold it together long enough to get a job, or better yet, get into the Peace Corps and make a difference in the lives of someone besides my own.
I have an enormous amount of self-loathing and low self-esteem induced narcissism...I want to feel superior to everyone, but I can't seem to pull it off.
And I'm tired of people shutting themselves off from me in abject fear and terror.
I don't know what I'm going to do anymore.