burntsolace

Okay so I saw Tanya off at the airport, on Tuesday. That was the most heart wrenching thing I have ever done. All this new security crap just makes saying good bye even worse. Now she is gone for six months.

I managed to get a hold of her yesterday when I called her I woke her up and she is sharing a room with someone so she couldn't talk. But now I know she landed and she is safe, which make me feel better.

But this is what ruined my day today. I was explaining the above to someone at work, and her response was: "She hadn't called you yet? Well you might want to start thinking that things aren't gonna work out."

At that point I was giving her the look of death, and she took it back with a "Oh I was just kidding. Tee-Hee" Which i am sick to shit of at this point. She has tossed insults with a "I am just kidding" at the end and tries to shrug it off. Now normally this doesn't bother me, because I am sarcastic kind of guy, but she has been firing off some low shot and this last one I almost killed her for.

Now I guess this needs a lil bit of explaining. While she is gone I am free to play with other people if the situation should arise. It might happen it might not. Either way she knows she is the most important thing in my life. And she knows I will be waiting for her when she comes back.

And I know she feels the same way about me, and she has the same options while she away. Our only stipulation on anything is be safe, and be honest about it. And take pictures if possible. But I work in an uptight office so i can't go around announcing that.

And the last thing I wanted to hear today, which was a day that was pretty good day for me until like 9:30am where she said, after that I was just in a rotten mood. But tomorrow will be a better day, I am going out with people after work for dinner and drinks, most of which i won't have to pay for.

But that is my story for now. Leave me some love, or positive thoughts and ideas.