Decided to try out blog homework for the first time !!!! I like this topic, because it is a bit challenging. Simply for the fact that I’m still so new!!! However, new or not there is no denying SG has made some changes in my life !!
When I first heard about SG, it was on instagram. I followed a suicide girl (I wish I remember who you were) and I was always in love with her posts and page !!! I used to catch myself daydreaming of myself in her shoes. But, with my self esteem there was no way I would have ever believed me if I told myself I would be a hopeful 9 years later !!!
Ultimately I joind SG to boost my self confidence, to love myself so much I don’t care what anyone else thinks of my flaws, to get me out of my shell, and to help me stop being so shy !!!!
I submitted my application and it was accepted June 2017!!!! That’s when everything got real for me, all of the sudden I was on this road that I really didn’t wanna get off of. My mom wasn’t so thrilled so I got a little backlash, my dad is happy as long as I’m happy, and the rest of my family well they just don’t care so here we are !!!!
I FINALLY got some courage amd booked my hopeful shoot! This was the first time I was naked on camera !!!! The feeling was exciting and surreal !!! It was like a natural high !!! I was finally able to be free in my own skin !!! Now, my set “Risky Business” has been submitted, and as of August 1st I’m officially a hopeful!!!
My heart is genuinely excited !! I am so proud of myself, and when I tell you... I would have never in a million years thought I’d be able to say I CANT WAIT TO SHOOT AGAIN!!!! Because, I know I can do even better ! Thank you SG for accepting me as me, the raw unfiltered me !!! And I’m turn helping me to accept me for all I am 💜
I’m grateful for this opportunity and I’m grateful for the path I’m being led down.
@missy @rambo 💋💋
