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okay! okay!
I know I am really bad at this journal thing, but come on... I sit at a computer for 8 hours a day miserably, why would I want to do it when I get home to???

But all of this is about to change... I was just offered a better job, for better money, better hours, TWO weeks paid vacation a year, PAID...
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Wow.... it's been a while...
Well since the last time I wrote, things have gotten much better for Grrlhavoc and me, I seemed to have turned over a new leaf in life, I have turned 22, and quit smoking cigarettes (TODAY).
WOAH! A lot has happened... The cigarette thing is really hard, but I am using the patch and am chewing tons of Wrigley's and...
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I have been very sick for the past several weeks, and don't seem to be getting better.

I feel like Grrlhavoc is about ready to leave me, cut my throat or just plain kill me. She doesn't really communicate how she feels with me, and it's hard to get her to talk. The longer we are together, the more I feel like I don't really...
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Sorry I have not been around much lately. I have been sick with stomach troubles i picked up in the hospital while visiting Grrlhavoc, but i am going to the Dr. to get things checked out this morning.

Grrlhavoc is doing better day by day

i will update more later

YAY!!!

I am the happiest person alive... My beautiful sweet Grrlhavoc is home (FINALLY!!!). The doctors let her come home today, on our 8 month anniversary. I went and picked up our favorite dinner (japanese) and brought it home to her. I am so glad to have my love back home.


To see your smile each day,
makes it worth living.
It's a beautiful love,...
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More Grrlhavoc Updates:

God I don't even know where to start.
She is still in the hospital. she will be there til monday at least. She wants them to do the shunt, which if she doesn't get better, or gets worse they will do it early next week. She just wants to feel better. and I don't blame her. But I am taking good care...
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Grrlhavoc Update:

She is in the hospital again. I took her in last night. Her family is in town looking after her right now so that I can get all of the thing that need to be done, done. She is going to be okay. A neuro-surgeon came in this morning to speak with her and explain the possibilities of surgery, and what exactly would...
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Update on Grrlhavoc:

We found out she has a pseudo-tumor. not really a tumor but it acts like one. She is going to be okay. They are doing a lumbar puncture today to drain off the excess fluid. They put her on medicine that is supposed to keep her from producing excess fluid as well.

If all goes well she will be fine and...
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Not feeling well again. Want to feel better already.
Grrlhavoc has a doctor's appointment tomorrow. We will finally get to find out what is wrong with her.
I am so tired and I have no money!!!!! I am so afraid that I won't make rent...
Oh well, I will firgure it out.

Oh my... do I have the best girlfriend ever!!!

She is the sweetest thing since home churned butter.

I don't where my life would be without her.

I love our married-like antics. They may drive other's crazy but to me they are the joy of my world.

I love my life with Grrlhavoc and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.