Hopeless night at the bar, except that I did have fun with my friends and my ex,Grrlhavoc. It was nice. I am so glad that she can still be my friend and hang out with me. Earlier this evening, we went to hang out at Grrlhavoc's brother's house for cake and fun with the family. I am also very happy that her...
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So I am really becoming depressed. I don't know what to do with myself. I have applied for jobs and I have tried to meet people. I am just at a complete loss. My life fell apart in one week, and I don't know why I am not absolutely bat shit crazy, crying and throwing things. this is very out of character for me. I...
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zephyra:
It will be better soon...it's just gonna take more than one week. time makes things better.
So this has been one fucked up week!
But I am discovering that my true life is out there waiting for me I just have to go out there and find it. maybe soon.
With good friends in my life and the prospects of an actual career in the not so distant future, things can only go up from here.
On a side note, if...
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But I am discovering that my true life is out there waiting for me I just have to go out there and find it. maybe soon.
With good friends in my life and the prospects of an actual career in the not so distant future, things can only go up from here.
On a side note, if...
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zephyra:
always hope for the best. 
letigre:
you will be fine.
for some reason, i know this.
for some reason, i know this.
So I lost my fucking job today! 
Really how much more can I take? or maybe I should say get, because I can take a lot. However the weird part is my former employer is paying me for the next 2 weeks???
I had a nice dinner with my mother tonight, which consisted of mostly wine, and a side ceasar salad. I think she might...
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Really how much more can I take? or maybe I should say get, because I can take a lot. However the weird part is my former employer is paying me for the next 2 weeks???
I had a nice dinner with my mother tonight, which consisted of mostly wine, and a side ceasar salad. I think she might...
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fungusboy6:
Sorry about your job. And your girl. Things will get better - they always do. At least that's what I tell myself.
And as far as the girl goes, sounds like you have a great attitude. Cheers to you.
Take care.
And as far as the girl goes, sounds like you have a great attitude. Cheers to you.
Take care.
letigre:
sorry things are so rough right now. i wish i could help. just know that there is something better out there. you just wait and see.
Here I am trying to be the hardass that I'm not. I am very heartbroken and it keeps getting rubbed into my face. I don't guess it really matters, I just want to move on with my life. I am getting a new apartment, all by myself. It will be good for me. Grrlhavoc gets to keep it all because she really likes it. I...
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toolgirl:
I love you profile pic and the name of your cat Hermione! Sorry about your breakup. You look happy and content in your pics, i'm sure you will feel that way again soon
toolgirl:
Oh no no no 
Maybe curiousfeline is right. Maybe something good will come of this. Aw fuck. What am I sayin? That sucks. I'm so sorry. Good luck on the job search-K?
I still love your profile pic
Maybe curiousfeline is right. Maybe something good will come of this. Aw fuck. What am I sayin? That sucks. I'm so sorry. Good luck on the job search-K?
I still love your profile pic
I suppose that all is not lost. I just have to pick myself up and carry on. What I could really use right now is some good friends who understand what I am going through. If anyone out there knows any lesbians who are worth befriending, please send them my way.
I will make it through this no matter what I do. Grrlhavoc was a...
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zephyra:
Sorry girl! You sound good...good that you made the decision to move on rather than dwell on it.
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donaldbrown:
OMGosh, I cannot believe that you two have seperated. I'm beginning to wonder if anything lasts. You two were so in love. Well Miss Muffin, I still remember your energy on the night I met you at Emos. You are such a sweetheart. Don't let that get away. Take care of you...
what do you do when it appears that all is lost? give up? fight for what you believe in?
i'm just not sure anymore. a life that was once so beautiful to me, now seems so unreal and unclear. i don't think i will ever understand the way that love works. i have inherited a trait that i sometimes wish i didn't have. it is...
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i'm just not sure anymore. a life that was once so beautiful to me, now seems so unreal and unclear. i don't think i will ever understand the way that love works. i have inherited a trait that i sometimes wish i didn't have. it is...
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zephyra:
I'm somewhere in between.
letigre:
i hope you find what you are looking for.
[Edited on Aug 23, 2004 8:09PM]
i hope you find what you are looking for.
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Hello again. The love of my life and I (grrlhavoc) had finally gotten our apartment set the way we wanted it and we were so happy. And then came a tidal wave, or monsoon, or whatever you might want to call it. A pipe above us burst and ruined our walls, ceiling, carpet, couch, one computer, lamp, food, and other things I am...
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acidevangelist:
Love conquers all. 
menotyou:
Hmm....Busted pipes eh?
That sounds like some sort of code. Perhaps it stands for a 6 foot tall Italian man you keep stashed in your attic as a potential blood donor because you are deathly afraid of the prospect of needing a transfusion and not being able to get one. Yea...I got you figured out.
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That sounds like some sort of code. Perhaps it stands for a 6 foot tall Italian man you keep stashed in your attic as a potential blood donor because you are deathly afraid of the prospect of needing a transfusion and not being able to get one. Yea...I got you figured out.
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Hello all!
I have not written in a very long time, but, I am still here. Just a bizzy bizzy bee!!! I love my new job. I am very happy making more money, and working regular mon-fri. 9-6!!!! yeah!!!!
Anywho... don't really have much to say, just waiting for 6:00 to roll around and here it comes.
I feel like I have been rather delinquent...
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I have not written in a very long time, but, I am still here. Just a bizzy bizzy bee!!! I love my new job. I am very happy making more money, and working regular mon-fri. 9-6!!!! yeah!!!!
Anywho... don't really have much to say, just waiting for 6:00 to roll around and here it comes.
I feel like I have been rather delinquent...
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freyja__:
weight comes and goes.
don't let it get ya down.
don't let it get ya down.
grrlhavoc:
i love you pretty princess! 
Okay, so the past several days have been very hard. The loss of Grrlhavoc's father, has been a great loss and sadness for both of us. Obviously more so fer her, but also for me. I was fortunate enough to get to spend quite a bit of time with him and get to know him over the past several months.
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menotyou:
You really need to update.
_bossanova_:
Hey sweetie! We missed you last weekend in San Antonio. I hope you two are doing alright; you're always in my thoughts. Hopefully we can hang out again sometime when I come back to visit. Take care!
anyway - i was glad to meet you.. hopefully we can talk more soon!