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Found out today about how my ex shot some amateur porn vid with a couple of my best friends back around the 4th of july

I got a job at Home Depot. I mix paint.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE




1st day of work.... I'm about to go on break when I notice this guy sitting in one of the shelves. Now this isn't justany guy, THIS is a naked guy. Well, he had boots on, and this kind of speedo thing. To top it off he's got a big price sticker stuck on...
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I've never ever judged you before,
Because I know how you have been a victim,
Like me.
A victim of fate, and
of circimstance, and
of yourself.

But I'm at the very bottom
of your foodchain.
I'm scrambling to survive
and avoid natural slection...
Like a worm,
Cause it's pretty hard when
Something else is at the top.

But I won't stop...
No, I'll never...
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I've never ever judge you before,
Because I know how you have been a victim,
Like me.
A victim of fate, and
of circimstance, and
of yourself.

But I'm at the very bottom
of your foodchain.
I'm scrambling to survive
and avoid natural slection...
Like a worm,
Cause it's pretty hard when
Something else is at the top.

But I won't stop...
No, I'll never...
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I raped someone with a camera.
Shutters closed and stole her soul.
Light flashed and took our innocence.
She didn't want to...
I raped her with my camera.

I took a picture.
Burned her onto a negative,
Turned love into a negative.
She hates me.
I hate me.
I hate that picture.

Trusted with those pictures,
thousand word-sex toy photos.
They were ours, mine and...
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If you seek instant graification, the instant it is not there, everything comes crashing down and you are left with nothing. Just like residual income is the most secure way of making money, residual gratification is most secure way of finding happiness. If you seek gratification, do it so that it is fulfilling down to it's core... that way, as everything else changes, you can...
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been thinkin' a lot today...

I have this theory. Everyone wants to be loved, right? Obviously. Everyone wants some sort of gratification... something to make them feel good. Certain things make us feel good. Sex, for example... It's great just to be with someone who thinks they are good enough to do. "Wow, this person likes me... this person thinks I'm great."
For meself, I...
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My friend and I walked around town tonight and tryed to like, will things to happen... with our minds. We managed to get free coffee from dunkin dognuts, forever. We just ordered coffee like normal, and we wanted free coffee REALLY bad, but that's all we did different. We offered our money, and she gave us this look and said we all ready payed, which...
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I just called to say how much i love you...

I gave up drinking. Period. "."

I tryed to set myself up as a role model among my friends, tried to lead by example... but all i set myself up for was disappointment. Raging alcoholics, the whole lot of them. Of course they, like everyone, fears change and that which they don't understand. I've managed to lose most of my friends of 6 years in...
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So, I've descided to write a book. I'm done with about 4 chapters now. It's about the only thing I really know... which is me. Of course, I don't think it will sell, look how much people care about goes on in my life, let alone anyone else's... no comments here. Oh well, It's been a good tool to put myself in perspective. I suggest...
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I saw the gap again today,
While you were begging me to stay.
Take care not to make me enter,
If I do we both may disappear.

I saw he gap again today,
While you were begging me to stay.
Managed to puch myself away,
and you as well, my dear.

pushed you away my dear.

I will choke until I swallow.
Choke this infant...
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