getting tattooed today. super excited,
will post pictures when i get home. something has to happen.
im feeling really down on myself lately.
i really want to go home. sunshine and real friends would be nice.
i feel like the friend i have here would fuck me over
in a heartbeat if they thought they could gain from it in some way.
i need to be around positive people right now.
people that i can trust. i feel quite beat down right now.
im really pissed all of a sudden.
seriously. my 'best friend' is a sham.
she is ridiculously pigheaded![oink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pig.341d66fde6b7.gif)
and i want NOTHING to do with her right now.
I JUST WANT TO GO HOME.
edit: miscommunication and assumptions make things so
much worse than they need to be.
will post pictures when i get home. something has to happen.
im feeling really down on myself lately.
i really want to go home. sunshine and real friends would be nice.
i feel like the friend i have here would fuck me over
in a heartbeat if they thought they could gain from it in some way.
i need to be around positive people right now.
people that i can trust. i feel quite beat down right now.
im really pissed all of a sudden.
![mad](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/mad.73f291fbf3b2.gif)
seriously. my 'best friend' is a sham.
she is ridiculously pigheaded
![oink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pig.341d66fde6b7.gif)
and i want NOTHING to do with her right now.
I JUST WANT TO GO HOME.
edit: miscommunication and assumptions make things so
much worse than they need to be.