I don't even know when I got lost... but I know it got worse when I lost people I loved. but apart from that, I have been living in a phase of my life that I no longer thought possible. but it's... it's happening, I hope to continue and be able to complete. what am i talking about? about being the first graduate of any profession in my family. Looking back now, I can see that unfortunately or fortunately, I managed it alone. I had no support other than people who always told me I could do more but they never helped me to be more. and I see that I'm in a phase that I didn't even know I wanted to be. I'm doing my college that I found I love, nursing... well... who would say. I moved to live alone on the impulse of anger and despair. I wouldn't say I did well but I don't do so bad either. but I know that from then on things started to happen the way they had to be. I gave up on being alone and went back to living with my deplorable family. actually a part of it. I focused on trying and when I saw it I had it. and I came across despair and fear again. but I went through it and I'm steady and strong, doing what I want, looking for some place in the world for me. I don't know if I found it and I don't even know if I will. but I know that it's where I want to be and continue, as far as I'm allowed. just writing random things about me to get off my chest. I just know I'm getting a little bit of what I never imagined before.
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