Thanks to someone, I'm back on SG, which is kinda great, been so long. I dunno, I made a cross on ever being a SG, so I was thinking, why bother! It takes quite a bit of my time, when I could do some useful stuff... But I did kinda miss it. Mature forums, open-minded people, interesting interviews...
I even remembered some ideas of shoots I had back then, and I wish I'd still have that rockin' body I used too. I kinda hate feeling chubby. My life changed, I did, but then, not that much... Time is a strange thing, somedays I wish it would stop, some days I wish it would skip a few hours or so...
My feelings are kinda mixed-up this spring. My hormones are telling me to go out and fuck but I don't feel as confident as I used to. At the same time I'm not half as fucked-up in the head as I was. Things straightened a bit. Weirdly, I miss it, but it feels better too to not be as edgy. I'm zen most of the time. Time fixes some things...
I even remembered some ideas of shoots I had back then, and I wish I'd still have that rockin' body I used too. I kinda hate feeling chubby. My life changed, I did, but then, not that much... Time is a strange thing, somedays I wish it would stop, some days I wish it would skip a few hours or so...
My feelings are kinda mixed-up this spring. My hormones are telling me to go out and fuck but I don't feel as confident as I used to. At the same time I'm not half as fucked-up in the head as I was. Things straightened a bit. Weirdly, I miss it, but it feels better too to not be as edgy. I'm zen most of the time. Time fixes some things...
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And don't be too hard on yourself, I'm sure you still have a great body! Keep that confidence!