Thursday Mar 20, 2003

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Ok I am definitely feeling surreal surreal I am watching Ollie "I cant remember North" as a correspondent for Fox News or "Rupert Murdochs answer for the 'Liberal' Media"

I am disgusted but I cant turn the news off.

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morgan:
the problem is, that my roommate plays bob dylan like six times a day.

he's ruined for me.

and I like Cat Stevens better.
johnnyfive:
i know what you mean. watching the news recently is like watching live coverage of a train wreck...or a war.
wait. it is live coverage of a war. nevermind.

Thursday Mar 20, 2003

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I am out of words to describe the war. I dont know what to think. My dad thinks the war is a right wing religous conservative conspiracy to bring the end times on us deliberately by polarizing the world into a camp of Isalm and chrisitanity.

Maybe he was being devils advocate , no pun intended, because I shocked his liberal sensibilities by saying that...
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Sunday Mar 16, 2003

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Well cold is no longer just creeping up he has arrived and set up residence in my sinuses. Just when the weather breaks and its all sunny and 70 degrees out yuck puke

Oh well at least I will get to sleep in tomorrow. Time for some bok noodle soup.

nothing really that interesting going on. I went to a Vikings exhibit at the science museum and...
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_sarah_:
Vikings?!? VIKINGS?!? I want to see the exhibit. I Looooooooove vikings.
krista:
Well, feel better soon.

And there are few things more interesting than a Viking exhibit.

Saturday Mar 15, 2003

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Oh dear insomnia where have you've been...
whatever

oh wait ther you are.... kiss I thought I lost you old friend. smile skull

Uggh think a cold is creeping up on me as well. puke

What... WHAT WHAT IS IT? Huh? What the hell is going on!!!?
(that is exactly what I intend to figure out... )

What question do you need to get answered??
the oracle is feeling generous...
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xxanastasiaxx:
Happy hour started at lunch yesterday..blech. It was fun though. Tough week.

I have to work this weekend too..but my work is not REALLy work.

LOL...gee what question do I need answered..let me get back to you on that one..

Have a great weekend!
clara:
Thanks for the birthday greetings. Can the oracle tell me where to find a good job?
smile

Thursday Mar 13, 2003

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I have been thinking about the power of dreams. About how dreams when you're in them can feel so real. Like in the matrix. I also remember reading Peirs Anthony books as a kid and thinking about night mares had the job to deliver people's dreams. Of course day mares brought day dreams and you know I havent day dreamed in sooooo long. * Sigh*...
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aoife:
I had half-filled a quote book with great quotes about dreaming, but I never came across that one....I need to go dig that book up again.
aoife:
that link didn't work!!

Tuesday Mar 11, 2003

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Well I just started reading "Awaking the Buddah Within" again. Last few days I have been really genuinely happy and it sacres the shit out of me.

I mean I have been sort of depressed on and off for several years, but mostly not seriously depressed in any way but just blah all the time. I had thought I had come to terms with it,...
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xxanastasiaxx:
I have been a practicing buddhist for years. When I am not practicing my world starts to fall apart. Keep at it, it's such a great feeling when all is right with the world. That inner peace..you can't beat it..

I agree with lovecat, I get attached very easily too, and have a hard time letting go but tend to do so a bit more easily when I am practicing, I have better clarity, i see thing from a diffirent prospective.



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krista:
I used to get depressed...and I did let go of a bunch of crap that other people/society convinced me of. I'm not practicing anything even vaguely theological. Just my own little approach to life that I'm sure really only works for me.

Keep at it.

Monday Mar 10, 2003

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Well the weekend drinking fest is over and what have I learned? That I am not in prime drinking form anymore. I handled the hangovers pretty well but I feel like I wont want to go out to a bar or show for a couple of months. I think I should move to California where the bars arent filled with cigarette smoke. I am beginning...
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krista:
The hangovers last so much longer now...
inara:
Deal breakers? Hmmm, I'm not real fond of smoking, but I might be able to tolerate it, I know however, I could never date a guy who chewed. That is so gross. No job and no car wears quite thin on me as well. Not that I'm some big materialistic bitch, but I could never get serious about a guy my age or older that hasn't gotten off his ass enough to have the two staples of adult life under his belt.

Friday Mar 07, 2003

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WHOO HOOO got that Blur song in my head right now cuase I feel buzzed after getting the BIG interview over with.

This manager is really hard to read, I had interviewed with him twice for two identical positons in the last year and a half, so the fact that he granted me a third chance must mean I am in serious contention right?

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krista:
Thanks so much, you are such a sweetheart.

I want to go see the Reverend when he's here...makes me want to dance,
linz:
yay! glad to hear it. good analogies. smile

Wednesday Mar 05, 2003

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Whooo hooo the manager for the two postions I applied for is going to meet with me on friday. I had already in the past interviewed for the same position last year and was not hired. He called and said he would like to get to see if we can get together and have a conversation. Is a "conversation" considered an interview? Maybe he is...
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webigailboop:
i hope you get the job. we can all use a bit of money, too bad we have to work for it.
krista:
Well, you can ask any time. I'm notoriously slow, but very indulgent.

Monday Mar 03, 2003

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I wonder sometimes about how hung people in our culture are about death. I think we are more hung up on it than on sex. I believe there is a buddhist meditation about dying sort of where you imagine yourself dying and then even decaying and returning to the earth or whatever. I guess it is supposed to help relieve anxieties about something we will...
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frigga:
you said your fantasy would be to be a warewolf.
do you mean the traditional wolf shaped corpse eaters? or the more modern gigantic lupine ass-kickers?
i feel like shit. maybe i will caugh all my internal organs out today.
yahoo!
tara81:
love

i love me a good love sandwich!


and you'd really let me put makeup on you?!!!

Saturday Mar 01, 2003

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I cant get axl rose out of my head!

OH OH WHERE DO WE GO NOW ??? where do we go !?? !! where do we go na aha ah a oowwww !

now you cant either!

that and a Mark mallman song not that anyone probably knows who he is, well maybe some of the people here in Minnesota. "Good night good night I...
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vastad:
WOOHOO!!! biggrin A fellow Dune reader. I must've read that series right through 4 times at least. Did you know Kyle McLachlan (played Paul Mua'Dib in Lynch's adaptation) reads the first book once a year. He says it's his bible.

I can see you are a werewolf fan. What I CAN'T see is why the dark, sensual film adaptation of Little Red Riding Hood better known as 'The Company of Wolves' was somehow less of a favorite than 'Brotherhood of the Wolf'. mad This guy did a whole analysis of it: http://www.geocities.com/za5tar/thecompanyofwolves.html

Know what's in my head? That April March song from the intro sequence to 'But I'm A Cheerleader':

hang up the chick habit
hang it up, daddy,
or you'll be alone in a quick
hang up the chick habit
hang it up, daddy,
or you'll never get another fix

i'm telling you it's not a trick
pay attention, don't be thick
or you're liable to get licked

you're gonna see the reason why
when they're spitting in your eye
they'll be spitting in your eye

hang up the chick habit
hang it up, daddy,
a girl's not a tonic or a pill
hang up the chick habit
hang it up, daddy,
you're just jonesing for a spill

It's in this french turn-of-the-60's go-go style. Very catchy. biggrin

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butterfly2:
Wow! eeek Funny that you put up that pic.

The brother of the Dhali lama, Tendzin Choygel is co-teaching a class called Buddhist - Christian Dialogues with my MOdern Philosophy professor who also happens to be a jesuit priest. Anywho, the dhali lama is coming to my school to speak on September fifth and I am TOTALLY wetting myself.

kiss

Thursday Feb 27, 2003

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well been gone a couple days and coming back here it feels weird.

Most people I have met here have been kind and wonderful people and I wonder why I cant find more of them in real life? Why cant we find more of what we want out of real life?

I spent the last couple days house sitting and they dont have a computer...
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elisabeth:
Thanks so much for the kinds words, it is much appreciated smile
aoife:
I try to take the same approach to sex as I do to making expensive clothing purchases. I take some time to think about it, and if I keep thinking about wanting it, I go back for it. And if it isn't there, I wasn't meant to have it in the first place. wink
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