blueeyedangel

I have been called a siren before. I love it. Never a mermaid, but you've given me several costume ideas.

The tattoo on my hip is of the Morrigan, I was interested in the strength of the symbol.

I love the juxtaposition of death/life with the female godesses.

I'm all about the feather boa and sexy underwear.

I actually liked your advice...if only I could simplify.

And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"

It was pretty. I think bruises are very pretty and I have lots right now.

Mmmmm i bet you'd look good in skin tight leather, don't know about the spikes in your head thou, that's a little extreem on the piercing thing!

Good for your aunt, everyone should be happy no matter what the plumbing is, tee hee!

I have been reading David Sedaris, because I really need to giggle. Before that...Anne Sexton.

I think I'm evil slayer a la Faith....

as a diehard caps fan, i have to say it was an awesome win for the wild, but i still hate you.

i had heard that story before, and i really like it. it's just a nice thing to think about, you know, people helping each other out.
next semester i'm going to be taking a buddhism class. i'm really excited to learn more about it because i think that there are a lot of things that i can apply to my life.

That is a good story. But I sometimes feel that people are innately selfish, that the Heaven of that story will never be a reality. I can be so jaded. It's hard to remember all the Buddhist teachings I have encountered in my life and apply them to me. Life is such a struggle.

well, my dear lovecat. I am back on again today. I had to write something today, because I'm having a hard day. I just received a certified letter that said I have to call the doctor regarding some tests that were taken a month ago. It's scary. But I guess on Monday, I will find out what they plan on doing to me. I just hope it's nothing. I miss talking to you too. *hug*

Give them the chalk and go outside and draw with them..kids are great for releasing creativity..

You like Dune, eh? Me, too.

Thank you for your kind words It made me think of the condom box: ribbed for her pleasure

Anyways...

I guess I never read the news. Ugh... Im a total pacifist. Too many innocent lives being lost.

thank you

congrats on getting in med school! do you want to be a nurse or a doctor or what? i wish that i could help people like medical people do, but all the blood and grossness bothers me, so i probably wouldn't be able to handle it. i have a lot of respect for people who can.

Congrats!! i stuided to become a lay midwife for awhile.
It will work out..you'll see!

It's not rare for some, but it's a first for me. I usually get one, sometimes two, and every once in a while a tiny third that doesn't really count. Four whoppers right on top of each other is just WOW.

I haven't had a TV or 4 years. I rot my brain with the Internet and SG....no wait, that's fertile stuff! I grow brainier!!!

Hi, how's tricks?

Wow, that is some heavy stuff....and I'm familiar with it too within my own life.

Unfortunately, I am a melancholy person by nature and I CAN have my moments of pollyanna bliss, but I'm always wanting more and 'it' is never enough. But I don't think it's unhealthy. It just makes me unhappy.

My melancholy is a side-effect of my drive, my 'greed' I guess, to find the underlying 'Truth' to everything.

This is where I got into a very scary Nihilist-Existentialist-meets-Eastern-Views-of-Maya zone. 'Maya' in sanskrit means 'Illusion' and refers to the reality around us, that it is as much dream as the thoughts in our head. SO...I got into this place where I reduced everything around me and in me into....well...figments. And then it's scary because you find that you can't live or strive for anything in 'world' anymore. You know it's like one of those Tibetan sand paintings....one breath of wind and it's all as if it never was.

So if I am only a dream, and everything around me has no rules....why am I human? Is what i'm feeling Human or what I assume is human? Where does ambition come from? where does need? where does emotion come from?

it's hard to explain but do you see what I'm getting at?

needless to say, it's hard to avoid being very confused and down about what exactly it's all about. and why you feel sad at all when your sadness is reacting to a dream.

Hey,

Wire-Guided implies a type of rocket (typically anti armour), which in this case is connected to the launcher by a thin wire that aids in the guidance of said projectile. These sort of weapons are common on bothe the US and Russian manufacturers' showrooms, though the former Soviet nations are far more fond of them than us. I'm not too familiar with these sort of weapons (I focus on air-to-ground munitions), but I hope this helped.