blueadara's SuicideGirls Blog

a friendship fading is a very sad thing.... but what can one do but accept it.

and become numb

and move forward.....

i am going to the ethnic dance festival the next 2 weekends... i am very excited

I love dance!!! and music!!!! Makes it worth sticking around

the tides will turn soon... i can feel it....

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longtimecoming:

Jun 19, 2004

wrenchmade:

Hi!

Jun 19, 2004

i give up

t's time to refocus.

i love my kitties

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benstarr:

I've no idea what the average pay over there is like...but 20 an hour sounds damn good considering life is so much cheaper in the U.s. (i mean cost of living, not anything else blah.)

Me...I live about 20 miles Shy of Oxford....Uk represent and all that. Normally, there's a gig on of some sort...but this weekend is lame and absolutely NOTHING is happening....then I'd have to travel to get there...and I cant afford the busses and my cars arent working.

All of my non letcherous friends have gone away...so I'm just gonna sit around in a pool of self pity.

CPR on dogs? I never knew you could do that..well, I'm sure you COULD...but didnt think people would. Saying that, for 20 dollars an hour...i'd kiss mostly anything!

haha.

*edit* I love American Chopper...it rules. I have to write a case study about it as a form of documentary and how it convey's narrative! it was either that or Noam Chomsky's Manufacturing consent..which I couldnt get hold of in time!

[Edited on Jun 19, 2004 12:05PM]

Jun 19, 2004

benstarr:

Yeah, i've been to the U.s. before...AGES ago though, when I was like 8 or 9!

We did the lot..stayed in florida for a week and did all the parks. Then went to Yosemite for a couple of days and milled round there.

From there we went to San Fransisco...where I discovered I really dont like sour dough, rode on some trams and did alcatraz....and then to New York. (please forgive any spelling mistakes)

I'd love to go again. But I'd probably spend all my time going to gigs...you get SOOO much better choice over there than we do here!

I'll probably be living in the U.S. within the next 10 years anyway, so I'm not in a hurry to holiday over there at the minute.

Jun 19, 2004

boy... do i ever need to change my picture. i don't look like that anymore... not even close.

i've been in a serious funk.

but i think it is ending... i may even be interested in being a little more social soon. ......maybe.....

my ex tells me i need to get out there and date because i'm running out of time... (thanks alot)

dating just...
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thatmikeguy:

Yeah, the 30's of the 00's are like the 40's of the 80's, so no need to worry

I'm kind of fascinated that an intelligent, friendly, gorgeous girl could be having a hard time finding guys though... it's like coco says, they should be falling in your lap. And I'm not trying to be a schmooz... it's just actually kind of fascinating. No worries... I'm sure if you go looking there will be plenty of opportunities.

Jun 8, 2004

wrenchmade:

Day by Day is the only way to go.

Jun 9, 2004

yonderboy:

uh, yay? a new journal entry...

Jun 6, 2004

yonderboy:

good morning...

Jun 8, 2004

blaah.... anyone going to carnival ?

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vader_____:

probally not

May 28, 2004

yonderboy:

Journal change?

Jun 3, 2004

I just got the best very very very short haircut EVER!!!!

Thanks Yonderboy

I LOVE IT

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yonderboy:

yeah! we need a picture!!

May 24, 2004

obsidity:

dude yonderboy rocks the hair cuts.

May 25, 2004

smooch

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yonderboy:

nevermind

[Edited on May 20, 2004 12:23PM]

May 20, 2004

yonderboy:

May 20, 2004

I miss my dreds... but now i have short hair and that's that.

I'll live. Life is lonely and boring right now. Hopefully that won't last too long. I am no different than anyone else in that I would love to have someone to spoon at night... besides my body pillow...

argh....