OK back FINALLY!!! For those asking, "Where the hell you been?", our at-home internet connection was down for a few days because our old router died. Anyways, we just got a new one up and running, so we're good to go.
This is something Ive been needing to get off my chest for a long time now. So where do I start? Well, how about the straight shoot. For those who havent seen me in a while, Ive recently separated myself from religion of Christianity altogether. Let me go ahead and start from the beginning.
Throughout my childhood, I was raised as a Lutheran. I went... Read More
"I never once felt inspired, moved, joyful, spiritual, etc and it wasnt for the lack of trying or caring, I can promise you. Instead, I felt out of place, frustrated, stuck in an atmosphere that felt phony and overbearing, always afraid or ashamed of everything, paranoid, and yes, bored out of my mind."
I know exactly what you mean by that... I had that little epiphany recently myself. Just kind of felt scared of damnation and Hell or whatever I was brought up to fear anytime I would truly ask myself if I believed. Not an easy thing to break away from if you've been indoctrinated into it for so many fucking years... well done.
side note-screw those who tell you to "just do good things in your life'''"....They should wash the dirt off their hands before telling you how to handle your spirituality.
I guess that long blog's gonna have to wait to get finished. I've been recovering from being horribly sick since last night. Lemme put it this way. NEVER do to much of a good thing, ESPECIALLY if it's a Frozen Mudslide!!!
Haven't blogged in a few weeks. Have barely been on here to be honest. Been out a lot, either working, going to conventions, or well...there are other things at work I'll get into later but it's actually been good and I'd dare say, life-changing. I'll write about what's been going on in my head and life sometime this weekend, because I've got a lot to... Read More
Well, we finally have a new leader! And it looks like the better man won....for once. So why don't I feel a sudden sense of elation, as opposed to just a sense of relief? Good question. We do finally have a guy in office who at least gives a damn about our people as opposed to his own agenda and that is already good enough... Read More
Well, bout that time again....Tomorrow, we're supposed to go to the polls to once again decide the fate of our nation. (Actually, I've done my voting absentee already.) I usually don't get too emotional over politics...and on the political side of things, I still don't. But the people who run this country I think a lot of times tend to forget or not care that... Read More
I will be glad when this is all over, and we can get started on getting this country back to where it needs to be. I also voted by mail, I didnt want to deal with the lines.
OK I know it's been a while since I've been on. I'll update a little later but right now I've got a minor rant to get off my chest.:
So let me get this straight...This theater in Utah is gonna ban a comedy, called "Zack and Miri", about 2 people who make porn movies, has graphic sex and does borderline NC-17.....but they're gonna have no... Read More
People are afraid of sex more than they are of violence.
Its always the steamy sex stories that are getting banned but the ultraviolent movies always manage to slip by. Slip a sex scene into a violent movie and the movie will be banned because of the sex scene, not the mega violence.
Well tonight was one of those interesting nights that my mother warned me about. As I was on the Light Rail coming home from work, I'm dozing off, when halfway to the bus stop, I hear a guy's voice yelling, "What's in your bag mother fucker?! Huh? What's in your fucking bag?!!!" I wake up to find this short, stocky, dude, (whom I'll just call... Read More
Been a week already, since Golden Gate Renn Faire... Already? Damn! Still, it was the best time ever!!! Except..that I forgot to take my camera with me so no pics.... . Oh well...hopefully I can make up for it when I go to CASA DE FRUTA RENN FAIRE...in 2 WEEKS!!!!!!! I'm SO already there!!!!
Right now, I'm near the end of another period of OT... Read More
ONE WEEK FROM NOW!!!! The Golden Gate Renn Faire and I am SO looking forward to it!! And THIS time, I'll have money (not too much, though) to enjoy it more!! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!
OK. So I've got a dilemma that's been bugging the shit out of me all day. Ya see, I've been working on this idea for a video game that I want to make one day. I came up with the story idea a few years ago, while in grad school but the premise for this game has been with me since the fall of 1991,... Read More
^^ What she said, seriously...you never know if its stolen or a cooincidence, there are so many talented people out there with idea's...but you know what you want so make it happen, and fuck the rest of em!!!
I'd check with the writer's guild about your rights and see if they can offer any kind of legal counseling to help you. Next look into copyright laws and see how they would affect your case.
Lastly, like Serial said make it happen anyway! Just because someone else has a similar idea doesn't mean you can't do your own. If they did it to you then turnabout is fair play you know? Besides when it comes to video games original ideas are pretty much non-exisitent so inreaility that isn't the real issue. Just make sure that whoever made that game can't block the release of yours and you should be all set.
But I have nothing else to do these days besides perv at hot girls >.>
How have you been?