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I think im going to die
I think im going to go
This is my last good bye
Slice my neck hope to bleed wiggle an jerk
Numbness set's in
Body tingles
No felling in feet
Every heart beat is one less berth
Eyes are heavy
Thoughts are hazy
What to think
Might of become me
Darkness is falling fast
Only one more time
To say what's in me
"God please don't let me die"
But it's too late
Blood builds up
Coughing
Choking
Swimming in my own blood
Empty room
No one will know
How empty my soul
Just wanted to be loved
There i go last berth
I shall go
Eyes open wide
To show my pain in side
Not scared to look death in the eyes
Cops come emts "look another teen dead to these streets"
Roll him up
Put him in a body bag
No need to go any further
He's just a hopeless teen
Mark as John Doe no one will ever know
Call the cleaners we got are self's a bloody mess
Pull out the mops an cloths
An bleach
It will take a miracle to clean this
The kid really wanted to leave a scene
Well he left his mark on this new beautiful carpet
An these white walls
No one will ever know this happened here
When done put the open house sign back up
Ask my self why these kids kill them self's
We sweep them under the rugs
Make it look like nothing happened
If only people open there eyes
An see this is not a joke this is real life
My last good bye
I will not need a friend were i am going now
This is my last berth
To say my finale good bye
Pain kicks in
There is no need cry
It will be all over very soon
I will be a past memory in your mined very soon


what some of us would pay just to die so we could see who would really morn are death. to see those who we really hurt. to know what its like after death. to know if it is really what everyone makes it to be. if only i could have that choice. i would take it in a heart beat. Qustion is " would you take it" ?

p.s this will be my last blog for a wlie.

so i hope no one will be hurt by this this is my good bye.