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Tonight's episode of Blindside's Journal brought to you by:
Shit-Eating Grin biggrin

Good news coming soon.

But now I am sleepy
with noone to tuck me in
boo


I want to hold hands, and cuddle, and kiss...
it's the little things
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user304975207:
4 syllables this time.

What I said in the journal is the reason they gave us. They said theres no place for that kind of group (or something close to that).
user304975207:
I know I know.

So, Ill leave you with this for now. I know you'll ask questions and depending....I will answer.
His gf told me today (yes TOLD me) that when I go back to work, if shes going to watch the kids (at the house where they live together and my kids ALSO live) then I need to start paying her.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand...GO!
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Life can sure be a bitch sometimes.
But I don't want to dwell on the negative here, tonight

say a prayer for the departed?

hug you kids that much tighter tonight

I know now...what every parent's nightmare has to be

so, deepest question ever for this particular journal..

what's your vision of the afterlife? heaven and Hell? reincarnation? feel free to be silly, laughter heals...
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user304975207:
I was totally kidding, but Ive done enough bad there that according to the hardcore bible beaters, thats where Id be going. wink

And, damn you.
rustgiraffe:
you ok?

my thoughts on the afterlife are confusing. i still don't really know what i believe. i know that there has to be a good place ..but does hell really exsist? can you really never escape it?
i just figure if god wants us to forgive everyone, doesn't he forgive us for all that silly stuff. plus, i can't imagine going to hell cause i have a foul mouth or get angry sometimes. lust is a 'deadly sin'...i mean..seriously?
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I lost a student today.
Student at the last school I worked for, he worked for me.
22 years old, and dead in a car accident. Thrown from the car. I'm sure the scene will be plastered all over by the vultures - I mean the local news tonight, and the paper in the morning.
Smart kid. Funny, sarcastic, laid back. He very much reminded...
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user304975207:
frown
*hugs*
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I:

Am back to an empty house.
Am dealing with it better than I expected.
DO hear phantom baby noises occasionally. (am I the only one that does this? I'll hear her breathing at night, or little pitterpattering footsteps)

Pushed my car to 100 Friday, just to do it.
It wasn't near as hard as it was when I used to it in this...
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rustgiraffe:
i do .... and () a lot as well. it's hard to break a habit.

as for phantom baby noises, YES, when rowan leaves i hear her for a couple days afterwards. it's hard.
hopey:
That print is fucking bad ass, i am currently bidding on a cinderelaa shirt with a confederate flag on it.

I get the phantom noise thing too. Sad that she is gone?

My first car was a '59 galaxy failane 500. Pink and white. What pontiac do you have? 400 makes me wet........what does it go in? A bird?

Did you see cochroaches when you were here? They are more of a Hawaii thing than geckos.
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So what exactly do you think lead to the Talking Heads changing their name to just The Heads?
I mean, seriously now.

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user304975207:
Cause I reformatted my puter and its gone and I dont wanna D/L it again. I have MSN and AIM though.
euphoric_hell:
Have no idea.
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There's the old saying:
"R.H.I.P." (rank hath it's priviliges)

I sometimes forget it's ugly sister:
"R.H.I.R." (rank hath it's responsibility)

being the boss this week has sucked.
I've had to stay late the last 2 days.
by the time I eat, it's Graces bedtime

Her last week here, and I'm barely seeing her.
I'm folding her clothes right now, starting to pack her things.

Owell,...
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rustgiraffe:
aww hate to hear your little miss is leaving. but it's good you guy enjoyed the month!

for some reason when i say the first thing you put in your journal all i could think about was
'f.u.c.k'= for unlawful carnal knowledge

yep true story...or so i was told.
alleycake:
I see, that should be nice, well good luck! smile
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Wednesday

hump day

this is a good thing

(anyone in Minnesota wanna hump?) biggrin
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user304975207:
Egh. I miss humping. frown
euphoric_hell:
lol!

Humping is a myth!
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Yeah? Is that all you got?

You had me down, but never out.
I cracked, but never broke.

You took, and took
and took

But you didn't get it all
and never will

Bloodied, bruised, beaten down
stripped me down, turned me out

You pushed me down
you can't keep me there

You had me down
but now I'm back

I'm back and I'm focused...
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prockg:
Well that's a testimonial if I ever heard one. surreal
prockg:
Oh, I know. I thought it was funny. The surreal face was just me shocked at the weird comments my behavior inspires.
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Rhode Island:
neither road, nor island

discuss.

I don't want to go back to work...someone hide me.
please?

why am I awake at 5:30?
rustgiraffe:
i was actually awake at 5.28 and thinking about just getting up and getting half my work for the day done..but i'm to lazy.
alleycake:
Haha thanks sweetie. I've been having fun so far, except for not having internet yet. frown I'll get it set up in the next few days so I don't have to steal wireless from a poor neighbor. I like your new profile pic! smile