the twinkling sound of shattered glass
is the final scoop of dirt on the grave
shed a tear
shed ten
weep for the sorrow and pain of loss
weep for the beauty of rebirth, the promise of hope
weep for the decade of unwept tears
weep for yourself, just for one night
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What a stupid world.
here is everything you want
here is everything...
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is the final scoop of dirt on the grave
shed a tear
shed ten
weep for the sorrow and pain of loss
weep for the beauty of rebirth, the promise of hope
weep for the decade of unwept tears
weep for yourself, just for one night
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What a stupid world.
here is everything you want
here is everything...
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borderlinegirl:
you know, it's weird....... i felt like shit all day, and since i got home and had a couple of beers, i feel tons better 
p.s. champagne hangovers SUCK 
i love your profile answer to favorite sexual position, too fucking funny 
p.s. champagne hangovers SUCK i love your profile answer to favorite sexual position, too fucking funny
borderlinegirl:
hair of the dog, hair of the dog!!!!!!! i think my statement makes me sound like a dirty bitch, but it's really how i feel lately, so who cares??
well, I'm assuming by now that it's a done deal.
I'm gonna take a nap
you guys start the party without me
I'm gonna take a nap
you guys start the party without me
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euphoric_hell:
Fuck dude, dont make me take the monke... wait that never happened to begin with...
ok I have no threats.
Your more than welcome to bug me if you need to
ok I have no threats.
Your more than welcome to bug me if you need to
alleycake:
Hmm I dunno about that.. although the uniform is pretty fuckin ugly.
So did I mention that by Thursday I'll officially and finally be divorced?
yay me?
Maybe I'll break open a bottle of bubbly, have a cigar and toast my aloneness
or just celebrate my freedom from a relationship that had turned ugly, spiteful, and loveless...
I haven't been spit on in months, that's always refreshing. Nothing broken around here...
cheers!
post yer cheersing pictures!
dance...
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yay me?
Maybe I'll break open a bottle of bubbly, have a cigar and toast my aloneness
or just celebrate my freedom from a relationship that had turned ugly, spiteful, and loveless...
I haven't been spit on in months, that's always refreshing. Nothing broken around here...
cheers!
post yer cheersing pictures!
dance...
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alleycake:
Haha, you caught me!
No I just really love snatch, I mean Snatch... the movie.
Ok I'm a perv.
No I just really love snatch, I mean Snatch... the movie.
Ok I'm a perv.
hopey:
HAPPY DIVORCE!!!
Yeah, Crue is great.
Yeah, Crue is great.
I've been sittin' here Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills It helps to...
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I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills It helps to...
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varge:
Couldn't find a monkey or possum today so here is a Miniature Donkey
alleycake:
I like your new profile pic.
ok:
Kelly. You're no longer even worth my anger. I mostly just pity you.
Neighbor. You spend all day cutting your lawn, to spend the evening watering it? Poor grass...do you want it to grow or die?
Staff of Texas State Railroad. You guys are AWESOME! I don't know if you deal with all special needs kids that way, but I meant SO much to...
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Kelly. You're no longer even worth my anger. I mostly just pity you.
Neighbor. You spend all day cutting your lawn, to spend the evening watering it? Poor grass...do you want it to grow or die?
Staff of Texas State Railroad. You guys are AWESOME! I don't know if you deal with all special needs kids that way, but I meant SO much to...
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rustgiraffe:
haha isn't it great when some random person checks you out. i was sitting down on the bus the other day and had some guy looking at me, my bag was over my stomach so i guess he couldn't tell i was pregnant (or he is some kind of freak)..but yeah made me smile!
food: get my cabinets!
food: get my cabinets!
lilviciousone:
Doesn't it feel good to get checked out? hahaha, that's cute.
I'm happy to hear that their are still people that actually have a pulse and notion of caring
How was your weekend?
I'm happy to hear that their are still people that actually have a pulse and notion of caring
How was your weekend?
blindside:
stuff that wont stay here long
Yay train!
We took all the kids to ride the Texas State Railroad today. It's a real steam engine, etc etc, blahblahblah you'd be bored.
Anyways, it meant an early morning and a long car ride. Grace and I slept in the back seat. Observations I made this morning:
Grace is VERY affectionate, very tactile. That makes my heart happy. I worry so much what...
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We took all the kids to ride the Texas State Railroad today. It's a real steam engine, etc etc, blahblahblah you'd be bored.
Anyways, it meant an early morning and a long car ride. Grace and I slept in the back seat. Observations I made this morning:
Grace is VERY affectionate, very tactile. That makes my heart happy. I worry so much what...
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user304975207:
Hey, I always wanted a big brother. Im the oldest.
And my folks have that, I just didnt borrow it.
And my folks have that, I just didnt borrow it.
user304975207:
I wouldnt know.....
gotta keep up!
I totally can't take credit for this find, but thank you Blasfemme for the scoop on The Gnomes.
I love having a friend with a thumb on the musical pulse. There's just no music scene here, at all. The last live band I sawe in this area was my friend's garage band FFFFA
(Four Fucks and an Ass).
Anyways, Gnomes....good stuff. Listen,...
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I totally can't take credit for this find, but thank you Blasfemme for the scoop on The Gnomes.
I love having a friend with a thumb on the musical pulse. There's just no music scene here, at all. The last live band I sawe in this area was my friend's garage band FFFFA
(Four Fucks and an Ass).
Anyways, Gnomes....good stuff. Listen,...
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rustgiraffe:
i have no idea who they are..what kind of music is it?
rustgiraffe:
that's what is so weird..i've been taking my prenatals every night. they are doing some more bloodwork. hopefully it's nothing. i hate stressing about everything.
I could while away the hours
Conferrin' with the flowers
Consultin' with the rain
And my head, I'd be scratchin'
While my thoughts were busy hatchin'
If I only had a brain.
I'd unravel ev'ry riddle
For any individ'le
In trouble or in pain
With the thoughts you'd be thinkin'
You could be another Lincoln,
If you only had a brain.
Oh, I could tell...
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Conferrin' with the flowers
Consultin' with the rain
And my head, I'd be scratchin'
While my thoughts were busy hatchin'
If I only had a brain.
I'd unravel ev'ry riddle
For any individ'le
In trouble or in pain
With the thoughts you'd be thinkin'
You could be another Lincoln,
If you only had a brain.
Oh, I could tell...
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user304975207:
More interesting than mine. Really.
prockg:
Not that I wasn't thinking about you like woah already, but this song came on and made me think of you more.
My brother Jimmy, my other brother Jack
Went off down to Houston and they never come back
Mama wasn't gonna let her baby go yet
But there ain't nobody hirin' back in Lafeyette
I'm workin' all week for the Texaco check
Sun beatin' down on the back of my neck
Tried to save my money but Jimmy says no
Says he's got a little honey on Telephone Road
Chorus:
Come on come on come on let's go
This ain't Louisiana
Your Mama won't know
Come on come on come on let's go
Everybody's rockin' out on Telephone Road
Telephone Road is ten miles long
Fifty car lots and a hundred honky-tonks
Jukebox blastin' and the beer bottles ring
Jimmy banging on a pinball machine
Chorus
Mama never told me about nothin' like this
I guess Houston's 'bout a big as a city can get
Sometimes I get lonesome for Lafeyette
Someday I'm goin' home but I ain't ready yet
Chorus
My brother Jimmy, my other brother Jack
Went off down to Houston and they never come back
Mama wasn't gonna let her baby go yet
But there ain't nobody hirin' back in Lafeyette
I'm workin' all week for the Texaco check
Sun beatin' down on the back of my neck
Tried to save my money but Jimmy says no
Says he's got a little honey on Telephone Road
Chorus:
Come on come on come on let's go
This ain't Louisiana
Your Mama won't know
Come on come on come on let's go
Everybody's rockin' out on Telephone Road
Telephone Road is ten miles long
Fifty car lots and a hundred honky-tonks
Jukebox blastin' and the beer bottles ring
Jimmy banging on a pinball machine
Chorus
Mama never told me about nothin' like this
I guess Houston's 'bout a big as a city can get
Sometimes I get lonesome for Lafeyette
Someday I'm goin' home but I ain't ready yet
Chorus
Great day!
Boss tried to keep me down by giving me a project that seemed impossible to do in the given time span
I kicked it's ASS with time to spare and start in on tomorrow's pain-in-the-ass project.
Note: all you college students...pay your fucking bill! Is it that fucking hard? You KNOW Financial Aid isn't going to kick in at this point...I DO NOT...
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Boss tried to keep me down by giving me a project that seemed impossible to do in the given time span
I kicked it's ASS with time to spare and start in on tomorrow's pain-in-the-ass project.
Note: all you college students...pay your fucking bill! Is it that fucking hard? You KNOW Financial Aid isn't going to kick in at this point...I DO NOT...
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prockg:
Now if those kids paid their bills you wouldn't have a job to do. 
prockg:
I knew you were going to say that but I couldn't resist giving you shit about your job.
And the water's fine. Just be careful about Northern Cali or anywhere in Oregon.
And the water's fine. Just be careful about Northern Cali or anywhere in Oregon.
selfish desires
even identified, are so hard to let go of
little boy I'll never know
a toast to what cannot be
a tear for what will never come to pass
sigh, smile...put your head down and just keep trudging
fall down seven times. get up eight
even identified, are so hard to let go of
little boy I'll never know
a toast to what cannot be
a tear for what will never come to pass
sigh, smile...put your head down and just keep trudging
fall down seven times. get up eight
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rustgiraffe:
damn...i read your journal, then i read the comments...i have no idea what to say now. hahaha
user304975207:
Guess what Im watching?
"I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself. "
D.H. Lawrence - Self-pity
I need monkeys...get to it people. show me the monkey!
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself. "
D.H. Lawrence - Self-pity
I need monkeys...get to it people. show me the monkey!
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lilviciousone:
Ask and you shall receive:
[Edited on Aug 16, 2005 4:46PM]
[Edited on Aug 16, 2005 4:46PM]
prockg:
I can think of about 37 things right off the top of my head.