Well, another day without my vices. Everything goes in slow motion and I get frazzled easily. But I'm training myself to just enjoy life on its own terms, even without the delicious vices that amplify the normal human experience.
So far, the only that does that is spending time with my daughter.
Right now she's not with me, but I miss her and she will be coming back.
I want to work on a series of mini-novels I'm going to try to sell to people in this town. I don't have a car, but I have two very capable legs that have carried me everywhere I need to go when I need them.
But I have this idea for some fictional stories that I'm going to write, and I want to use that to maybe make some money. If only I had to motivation to do an entire book! Maybe someone will notice me and give me an offer. I certainly hope so!
But it's so much more than making money! I don't have a tight group of friends, and I miss the Fridays spent doing nothing and feeling awesome about that. But what I want to get is, while I'm out there trying to sell these mini novels, I want to have that Friday night experience. I intend to stand outside of Wal Mart reading from my book and offering to anyone who wants to buy. Even in my small town, there's action to be had and made.
But I miss my daughter, and she's the only real good thing in my life.
I have never known a love like I know with my daughter, and she can disarm me, warm my heart, and make me stand there flabbergasted at what she's telling me.
She goes out of her way to tell me she loves me. She's 6 and she's the real treasure of my life.
I'm pushing her to excel in math because I know that she'll have a mind to handle it.
When I went to school, my biggest problem was that I weighed too much and couldn't find a good girlfriend. I'm making sure that I teach her to exercise and eat right so that she can have the best boyfriend in the entire school. And she'll handle everything properly, because I'm teaching her to wait for the good things.
I love my daughter, I love my life!
And I love the Suicide Girls. Better than the sweetest candy and without the weight gain.
I feel like I'm in Disneyland everytime I come to this site.
This journal entry was not written under the influence of any drug, and will cause your mind to explode in t-minus 50 seconds.
SO WATCH OUT.
So far, the only that does that is spending time with my daughter.
Right now she's not with me, but I miss her and she will be coming back.
I want to work on a series of mini-novels I'm going to try to sell to people in this town. I don't have a car, but I have two very capable legs that have carried me everywhere I need to go when I need them.
But I have this idea for some fictional stories that I'm going to write, and I want to use that to maybe make some money. If only I had to motivation to do an entire book! Maybe someone will notice me and give me an offer. I certainly hope so!
But it's so much more than making money! I don't have a tight group of friends, and I miss the Fridays spent doing nothing and feeling awesome about that. But what I want to get is, while I'm out there trying to sell these mini novels, I want to have that Friday night experience. I intend to stand outside of Wal Mart reading from my book and offering to anyone who wants to buy. Even in my small town, there's action to be had and made.
But I miss my daughter, and she's the only real good thing in my life.
I have never known a love like I know with my daughter, and she can disarm me, warm my heart, and make me stand there flabbergasted at what she's telling me.
She goes out of her way to tell me she loves me. She's 6 and she's the real treasure of my life.
I'm pushing her to excel in math because I know that she'll have a mind to handle it.
When I went to school, my biggest problem was that I weighed too much and couldn't find a good girlfriend. I'm making sure that I teach her to exercise and eat right so that she can have the best boyfriend in the entire school. And she'll handle everything properly, because I'm teaching her to wait for the good things.
I love my daughter, I love my life!
And I love the Suicide Girls. Better than the sweetest candy and without the weight gain.
I feel like I'm in Disneyland everytime I come to this site.
This journal entry was not written under the influence of any drug, and will cause your mind to explode in t-minus 50 seconds.
SO WATCH OUT.