i have no friends. for twenty years ive had no life. ive never been to a party. my total lifelong alchohol consumption has been ten smirnoffs. i dont drink (anymore) smoke, or do any form of drugs. i have lived a life of contemplation with no use of fear, hatred, or greed. last night, i watched a 16 year old highschool girl get felt up by someone i graduated with two years ago. my only intincts were to kick his ass. but i didn't. i stood there with the knowledge of what i saw, and i thought. i thought of my sister, who was raped at 17. i thought of the guy who did it, and what he did to 7 other girls like my sister. i thought of this, and i snapped. in my mind, i had confronted this man, and i did nothing. i couldn't. here he is, taking advantage of someone who cant even defend herself. i snapped. i have spent a life of solitude and contemplation. i have never let any male intincts interfere with my judgement. why does he? why do others see it as exceptable? why doesnt anyone stop him? why am i so upset about this? i know her. i know her friends. i know her family. i know what they would think. i know that they would react the same as me. she is 16. she is drunk. how is this acceptable to these people. i have known them for years. this has never happened before. do i stay here? do i leave? should i confront him? i cannot be in the same room with him anymore. i dont care anymore. i will go on, and if i see it again, I WILL KILL HIM.
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sometimes people don't feel they have the right to interfer because of what other people might think or because they think its not there place. But my best friend was raped as well when we were younger. he took her virginity and gave her a diesease and although i wouldn't suggest killing this guy your talking about its probably a good idea to say something, to someone. it might not do anything but if you could get him away from her for a minute then maybe you'll change the rest of her life