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this....

is my new guitar

love love love


edit: or it would be, if i could upload a damn picture!! stoopid site. it's in my album.

hmpf. i wanted to show off a little tongue
timskin:
hehehe awwwwww!X
badams:
ooooooo bluuuuuuue!
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fuck it.

i'm alive and i have a good life biggrin
dirtydoctor:
Both are good to hear! smile
silverrevolver:
Can I get an amen sister?!!biggrin
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i don't have anything interesting to add, i just wanted to take that post down because i'm not the sort of person who stays angry longer than a few hours tongue

life is a bit jekyll and hyde right now, one side is very cool and going really well. the other is grim and crappy. i'm trying to focus on the best bits and push them...
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silverrevolver:
All we need is some sun...
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one of these days i am REALLY going to start saying what's on my mind and stop biting my tongue.

jesus f***ing christ.

(sorry)
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y:
Say it here - tis what this place is for.
lostreplicant:
what's got you so peeved?
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i'm not updating enough. actually, i'm not on here enough frown

uh well, i've been working at my new job (very cool, hard work but lots of fun, not enough pay) and spending my evenings waitressing still at the medieval restaurant (fun, easy work but hard on your feet, good pay with tips) and in honesty thats about it! i go out every so often after...
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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeekk!!

i got the job as a full time arts assistant biggrin

yay tongue
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dirtydoctor:
great news, hope it goes well for you! biggrin
y:
Hello! Thank you.

The girl and I are still sort of sizing each other up at a distance. I have no idea if it would work between us or not, and taking a chance would be risky since we move in the same circles and will probably continue to for years to come. Time will tell, I guess. We're definitely becoming good friends, if nothing else; she gave me some great advice on the phone yesterday. Her airy Libran thoughts break up my rigid Taurean ones very nicely and help me relax, it seems.

Anyhoo.

Doing any romancing yourself?
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here we go then, first day of being 22.

firstly many thanks for the birthday well wishes, i did have a surprisingly good night which involved some close friends, a few random work friends and my brother. oh and a few too many spritzers for liz biggrin

twas cool though, mr man dragged me home and got me in safe while i babbled on about sweetpie...
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yay! i'm older!


whatever
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memoorandom:
me too, oddly enough. . . nah, i never feel older anymore when birthdays come around. i spent a lot of my mid to late twenties having anxieties about turning 30, and now i just kind of shrug my age off. i don't - most of the time - feel any older than i did when i graduated from art college, even though i've been and lived. . . all over the place and done so much since. i still like birthdays though. and cake. never say no to cake.

my day was pretty good. started off with signing papers to move into a new apartment and - thus - out of my mom's where i've been staying since i came back to the UK from sweden. . . i've been desperately needing my own personal breathing sapce for weeks, so. . . it was a nice little thing to start the day with.

hope you had a good day, in spite of your trepidation smile
y:
Happy birthday, lass smile
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Well.

as ever life is speeding along for little tall blackink. i'm still with the 4 jobs but i'll be leaving the theatre this week as its taking up time and commitments i dont have space for, plus its uh shit and not really doing anything for me. whatever

there is an opportunity for a new 4th job as a copy writer which i'll be ringing...
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timskin:
in a discussion with me!!! that makes it a joint idea, and there's more than enough to go round you city glutton!! I'll take half and you can have half (the boring half!) :p x
memoorandom:
hey. . . . happy birthday smile
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ok...new post. forgive any ramblings, but i'm a little tipsy biggrin

work stuff is going well, i've progressed from 2 jobs to 4 and life has certainly been upping it's pace of late which means i have less time to sit around and think about how i'm failing at achieving my high standards and what a giant hash brown i have made of all the opportunities...
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memoorandom:
hope you get on well with the graduate scheme thingamabob.

it can be difficult to adjust back into things after you've travelled. i recently came back to the UK after a year and a half or so living in sweden, and i feel like i'm having this big crisis right now over whether to accept teh path my life has been on and the things i've done previously, or to in some way reach higher, be bolder and grab at things i previously wouldn't have attempted to. i'm sure i'll figure it all out, of course, but it's the initial readjustment and then the acceptance of just going ahead with doing what you feel is right, that can be a bit of a funk to get through.

good luck, again smile
memoorandom:
i totally didn't notice we have the same birthday, i don't think i've ever stumbled across someone with the same one before. . .

sorry you got turned down for the graduate scheme. did you get any decent feedback from them as to why? ah well, good luck with whatever plans you make now smile