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so i'm pissed, i'm very pissed. i do something nice, because i care, i get disrespect in return. and not just something nice, i go out of my way to do somthing nice, because i care, and understand how hard life can be, and all i want is to just know that i'm respected for that. but i'm not. i am a man with boundaries...
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fetology:
The very fact that you posted this, means you're asking for attention, and sympathy.

If you don't have something to be mad about, you're not happy.
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so its good to feel fairly proficient at something. i built my new computer this week, and i am feeling very proficient. besides that, the feeling of loneliness seems to be tugging at my boot straps lately, not shure why, but i'll fight it off with a percing or two or just another tattoo.
ha, that rymes, anywho, i'm going to get a few picks...
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pinkisux:
i recall you bitching about getting stunned in the ass with my stun gun... dude you have no idea how much more painful it could have been.
last nite i accidentally got stunned with maximillian's stun gun. i have burn marks and my left wrist still hurts.

but wait til you see the pictures my friend....
unoffensivename:
is it wrong to re-read Dune again in order to find a quote that means something to you now, and get it permanently placed into your skin?
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goodbye's are bittersweet, and at some point in time we all have to go through them. but if there's any good to come out of a heartfelt goodbye, its that it reminds you of what you experienced with that person, bad or good. besides, when do we really know what we had until we can feel the hollow of its absence through us.
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mia:
I'm reading Beyond Good and Evil right now.
mia:
..this version is R.J. Hollingdale.
It's pretty well translated. I'll check out the other too.
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so i went around work and asked a few people that know me well enough to rate my cynicism on a scale of 1 to 10. so far the score is 8 - 8 - 8 - 9 - 11 . hmm...
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holyshitbag:
Usually Jake i would say a 6 or 7, i just gave you that 8.5 that day cause you seemed really stressed over something.
fetology:
Here's something you did tonight that was totally cynical, and I bet you didn't even notice it. When we left work tonight, someone said something like: Yay, we can go home!" You replied, "Yay, we can scrape the ice off our windshields."

Just a good example, I thought.

[Edited on Jan 09, 2004 4:38AM]
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happy fucking new year, brawls kick ass, and so does getting drunk with your freinds wearing acid washed jeans so tight you have to lay down just to put them on.
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unoffensivename:
i am hoping there are pictures. the package was in full awesome effect?
fetology:
Jake, I took your advice that night and woke up with 2 women in my bed.

Details later.
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things that make me happy when i'm sad:

1. St Pauli Girl
2. Elk Steak with baby red potatoes
3. Aqua Teen Hunger Force
4. Laceys hot naked body

well, i cant say that i'm sad, but i guess pink floyd put it best: confortably numb. eventually when i run into a problem i cant find an answer to, it weighs down on me until...
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holyshitbag:
Fuck the blood brothers or ted nugent you should listen to def leopard of ratt. I dont know if it would make you any more manly but it would fuckin rule.
allpaintedcold:
FISTBANGIN' MANIA!
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god i love buying music. and epsecially when its at an indy music store where everyone knows my name, literally. even the owner knows me on a first name bassis because i think by now, me and my freinds have paid for his house. so i got 3 katatonia's. 3 naglfar's and one berzerker, all good stuff. katatonia especailly. i spent the later part of...
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fetology:
Yeah, I saw them. That's why I made some desktops, because 99.9% of the ones submitted are horribly pixelated and badly designed.

I'll look for a decent picture to work with. OR you find me one. smile
allpaintedcold:
Jake, why don't you sit down and have a nice cup o' joe.

[Edited on Dec 26, 2003 9:48PM]
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so many delusions of grandeur. well, not really, but being a big dreamer, and being depressed usually arent a good combination. well, i suppose depressed is a stronger word than i should use for my mood, but still.
i talked to my X again, and maybe that the root of my problem. i knew she had to have another man by now, but now that...
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unoffensivename:
cool. there's a show tomorrow at JDs that I was planning on going to. unpersons (ga) hammuredshit (ga) & wilt chabirlins baby.

"unpersons are sludgy metal on at a loss records (members of karst!) hammuredshit is thrash from savana and we all know wilt chaberlins baby"

what shitty hardcore show is tonight? i'm taking my mom to the hockey game for her birthday at 7.
fetology:
Here you go, I thought of you.

http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Fjola/
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sometimes i really am glad that i've learned all this through pain and love. i mean, going through your life with a pre-set group of rules, standards, and comandments is ok, for a person who wants to look at the world through rose colored glasses, but how could a person really know who they are and what there capable of without playing the devils advocate,...
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unoffensivename:
i recognized your Sepultura shirt from fucking MIDDLE SCHOOL man!

this should be a weekend for partying
fetology:
Of course, I'd love to have it.

I forgot to get my guitar today, but I will first thing tomorrow. Billy and J and I are going to start writing. Aren't you getting your cab this weekend?

Someone came up to Billy at the show and said he heard we were playign some good stuff, he said if we have stuff written by February or so, that theres a show at the venue, and they wouldn't mind us playing.... surreal

I hope you didn't forget to fill out my timecard...
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i spend an odd amount of time reading nietzsche and studying what makes us all tick, i dont know why i am compelled to do so, but i just am.
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fetology:
Also: boners.
unoffensivename:
p.s. vote dong