Everyone pushes me away.
You want me to go away?
I will FUCKING go away.
I hope I never fall in love again because it means absolutely nothing when I tell somebody that I love them, they punish me or throw away my words.
And you know me; I am a wordsmith and that word means a lot.
HA! Not one person in my life has loved me. Not one. I am twenty one years old.
I am not second place.
I am not a standby. I deserve better than this.
Don't patronize me like a goddamn puppy.
Want me.
If God could kill me, he would do the greatest favor the world has seen.
My dad once told me that when I was born, I was born in the middle of a thunderstorm because God was crying; he didn't want me to be born.
He was wrong.
The storm was because I was crying, because I didn't want to be born.
You want me to go away?
I will FUCKING go away.
I hope I never fall in love again because it means absolutely nothing when I tell somebody that I love them, they punish me or throw away my words.
And you know me; I am a wordsmith and that word means a lot.
HA! Not one person in my life has loved me. Not one. I am twenty one years old.
I am not second place.
I am not a standby. I deserve better than this.
Don't patronize me like a goddamn puppy.
Want me.
If God could kill me, he would do the greatest favor the world has seen.
My dad once told me that when I was born, I was born in the middle of a thunderstorm because God was crying; he didn't want me to be born.
He was wrong.
The storm was because I was crying, because I didn't want to be born.
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and someday someone will give you what you need. if they don't, i'll kick them in the proverbial nuts.
At least you're not 24.