billybeer

So I just threw on an old Rudimentary Peni record I haven't listened to in at least a year. This is a band that I will never get tired of listening to. You know, after you play a record so many times, you kind of get sick of it. Not this one, Farce, an EP they put out and then re-issued it on a record called the EP's of RP along with their other EP (self titled) in 1994. It's one of the most chaotic and aggresive records thay've released, and it's jsut totally fucking rockin' from start to finish. This sounds more like a record review than a journal entry, but, go buy this record! Anyway...
Getting ready to go to the back so my rent check dosen't bounce. I am seriously in need of some cash. I just found out about some work that I'm gonna be doing, which is a relief cause that was stressing me out lately. Working on some television show sets, setting up and moving shit around and what not. Really earlly start times and really late endings, and it's really really tough, fast paced work but it's worth the bullshit cause the pay is $150-$200 bucks a day. So hopefully this will maybe outlast my lay off, and I just wont go back to my old job!!! haha, but its not likely. These jobs are only here and there. But, I can think positive, can't I?
I hope I get some fucking pills for my anxiety soon. It's so fucking horrible. Sometimes I really feel like I'm going to die. It sucks. OK. Well I'm outta here. Have a good wednesday everyone. You know, I never thought tthat I would actually use this online journal thing when I first signed up for this amazing website, but here I am blabbing away for anyone out there is internet land to stumble across. Well, enjoy it, cause I dunno if I can afford this much longer. We'll see. PEACE.